Love In The Midst Of The Storm (Squad Series #1)

CHAPTER 4

I gritted my teeth in annoyance because of the loud noise coming from my alarm clock ,jolting me awake with a surge of annoyance, without warning, I grabbed it and flung it across the room without a second thought.

There was a moment of satisfying silence as the noise abruptly ceased. But it was quickly replaced by the sound of impact as the alarm clock collided with something solid and shattered into pieces.
As I opened my eyes, the morning sunlight flooded into my room, blinding me momentarily. I winced and shut them tight again

I smiled weakly.

Hinaplos haplos ko ang mga gasgas na di kona maalala kung saan ko nakuha basta ang alam ko lasing ako nun
Napabuntong hininga nalang ako

I stared the ceiling for almost 2 minutes.

Here I am again, feeling empty, everything feels tiring kahit pa wala pa akong ginagawa
Sa bawat araw na lumilipas,pansin ko na nawawalan na ako ng gana sa lahat

I only wake up just to live another day, ni hindi ko nga alam kung bakit pa ako pumapasok sa eskwelahan e alam ko naman na mga itininuturo nila don e,I'm only going to school just to pass. Nothing more, nothing less.
I keep on living even though I don't know what I am living for
I don't know anymore how to bring back the excitement to live
I'm growing older each day and things are getting difficult,I can't even figure out why I'm still breathing because honestly I don't know what's purpose in my life, It may seem like I'm walking endlessly and stumbling in the dark because I don't see any single light in a path I'm walking, I guess my future is getting blurry, I lost my ability to envision my future unlike before,I want to be a lawyer, want to be a doctor ,I used to be a dreamer but now I can't even see what I am in the future

I'm still wondering if I'll be as successful as I've always imagined
What if I end up being nothing in the future? pwede bang mamatay nalang? charot sayang naman ang kagandahan ko.
Okay enough with the drama! instead of thinking nonsense and stressing my self I need to prepare na agad agad because it will be another long and stressing day again

Iinat inat akong bumangon at pahablot na kinuha ang kulay asul kong tuwalya

Pagbaba ko palang sa matte black chevrolet camaro ko ay naagaw kona agad ang atensyon ng ibang mga estudyante na nag papark sa kani kanilang sasakyan sa malawak na parking lot ng Guiliani high
Biglang nagsitahimikan ang mga estudyanteng nagkukwentuhan at ang iba naman ay magbubulungan
All of them gave way for me
As expected ayan nanaman ang mga tingin nila na may paghanga at halong inggit
I know some of them secretly judging me and killing me on their minds

Stare people!! dahil hanggang dyan nalang kayo!

OMG hindi pa ba sila nasasanay sa mala dyosa kong kagandahan?
Well,hindi ko sila masisisi dahil araw araw lalo akong gumaganda
Nung nagpaulan ng kagandahan nasa taas ako of course ako ang nag paulan!
Baka isipin nila na madamot ako share your blessings ika nga nila

Sa sobrang tahimik ay tanging mga yabag ko lang ang maririnig sa kahabaan ng hallway
Pagdating sa elevator ay masyadong maraming estudyante ang nakapila ang iba pa nga ay nagtutulukan na pero pagkakita saakin ay bigla silang nagsihawian at pinauna ako sa pagpasok sa elevator

I smirked.

Hinawi ko ang mahaba kong buhok na umaabot sa balakang ko and pressed the button papuntang 4th floor pero bago pa sumara ang elevator ay may kamay nang pumigil rito

It was Drake... ,he smiled at me
Hinihingal syang napahawak saakin habang hinahabol ang hininga nya
I glared at Drake kaya nakangiwi nyang inalis ang pagkakahawak nya saakin

"Ang aga aga nakasimangot ka" he said

"Syempre mukha mo ba naman ang bubungad saakin sinong mababadtrip?" pabirong sagot ko