LOTR/TH Oneshots and Preferences

Legolas x Reader

"Legolas!"

You snapped him out of his thoughts as he was reading a book on a chair in your room. You were tired of it. Tired of the way he always acted like you were never there or how he acted like you werent even together. How he always makes these promises to be better but nothing ever changes 

"Uh whats wrong Love" He says going up to you to give you a hug 

"No dont, Legolas whats wrong with you"

Legolas was dumbfounded he didnt know what he did , tears started to form in my eyes of every memory 

"Legolas do you even want me"

"What of course I-"

"Dont lie to me! If you would want me maybe you wouldnt have promised ot be with me but left me at the festival, or maybe you would actually do as little as hold my hand or maybe even hug me, Maybe JUST MAYBE you would act like I actually existed"

Legolas took in everything you were saying

"Y/n look at me look I promise- "

"Oh please save it you promise, if you really promised maybe youd keep those promises instead of treat them like a rag and toss them to the side. You always do this Legolas I try everything Ive always helped you with your training or your family promises I try to give you all the affection I can give you when I can and all I ever asked was or you to even look at me, I just want to feel like im there like I matter to someone for once in my life I just want to be enough"

"Y/n im sorry I-i guess im just nervous and I dont know how to show you how I really feel because I really really like you" he took both your hands in his

"Well maybe if you are nervous and dont know what to do and break everything weve made then maybe we shouldnt be together" You ripped your hands away from Legolas and ran off tears in your eyes 

You couldnt stop the tears from falling you could barely see, even so you kept running to wherever who knows. You didnt want to leave him you did love him you always have but the question was if he really loved you too

~Timeskip~

You ended up finding a small and quiet space. No one heard your cries of pain and sorrow not even the little whimpers from far away. It had been hours now and it had already become night

"Ive been looking for you"

"I dont wanna see you Legolas"

He sat by you almost wrapping his arm around you but stopping thinking it wouldnt be appropriate for the situation 

"I want to tell you something will you please listen to me" You looked up to greet his eyes of deep blue and he began speaking again

"Y/n I want you to know that I love you so much, your my whole world"

"Really?" You asked wiping some of your tears from your eyes 

"Of course Meleth Nin, I love you so much and sometimes I get mad at myself because I know how you feel and while I try to keep my promises my head fills up with my own feelings and I forgot about how you might feel Im so sorry and I promise I will make everything better and fix it"

"Yeah right, thats what you always say" you mumble but he heard it 

"No no please look at me, its true this time I swear" He holds your face and looks at you "And ive never been so sure about something in my life"

He kisses the top of your head and takes you into his arms. For once you felt noticed like maybe he actually did love you. You both stayed in the space for a little while until you were ready to go back. Legolas respected your boundaries and waited for you. 

God that was such a hard chapter to write sorry I kinda ended it like thta the ending wasnt so good I just needed to get out how I feel and this is an actual problem in my life and its so hard to go through and I just wanted to get the chapoter ended as soon as possible I wrote it because I thought it would be a good angst story to read and maybe it is idk but I might need a while until my mental health is ok again before writing more angst chapters but I wanna get angst chapters out bc ik othe rpoeple like them and i liek them myself too thank you