Supplication of a Broken Heart :')

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Al-Jabbar (The Mender Of Broken Hearts)❤
Allah , you are more aware to each and every stroke of my heart beat than my own self . You know which heart beat gleems in joy and which other heartbeat cries in remorse. I know I am no way even close to perfect Allah. But Allah you know that I really really try my best to keep my character good. In shaa Allah I'll try even better now . Some people break my heart Allah.My heart cries out in pain. It screams and yet no one hears , except You Ya Rabbul Aalameen❤. I love you Allah. Forgive me for all my shortcomings. All my mistakes. Allah please make people hurt me less. I know that every sadness that hits us in this life is only to make us earn for a better life in the hereafter , and to motivate us and teach us a lesson on striving more on your worship trail :). I keep rewinding the memories in my head , trying to remember which ? Which act of mine was it that intentionally or unintentionally hurt a particular person. Oh how ever EVER , could a non-muslim realise what it means to a Practising Muslim Believer when they are claimed for a bad character . As its always said your character represents your Deen (Religion). And the very thought of me representing my religion in a bad way makes me feel like tearing myself apart. Allah I really didn't do anything to hurt anyone. It hurts even more when others don't even care to ease and comfort the pain , the least bit they could do is console. Its at these kind of situation, where i question the credibility of my existence ! Its now when i would Love , Truly Love any person come and tell me that ,"You really are a wonderful person." The hidden tears will dry out. Let those tears be between you and me , My Lord . Though holding on to courage and putting up a smile on the face ..saying I'm gonna be happy is going to be difficult. But after " Every Difficulty comes Ease (Quran) " :). Keep me strong in my faith Allah. Keep me strong on building a better and beautiful character each day Only For Your Sake. Make me forgive others .. as I seek Your great forgiveness in return :). If this duniya (world) is temporary ! Then how could my pain not be ? :') #Alhamdulilah :).
Ya Al-Wadud(The Most Loving) make things easy for me in life , as you know I am an extremely sensitive person and even the slightest of negativity of me , or a person , or this world as a whole affects me majorly. Please make me strong. Make me grateful :). Fill my life with people who I will Love for Your Sake❤ and they will in turn Love me for Your Sake ❤. Fill my life with people who will remind me of You. And will make me Laugh gloriously ^o^ , and who will make my brightest , cheekiest smile shine through always ✨ :') and may i do the same to them in return :') . And will remind me to be my best each day , so that one fine day i get to ..
See You In Jannat-ul- Firdous❤.

Writer's Note :
Assalmualaikum wa rahhmat rahmatullahi wa barakatuhu:) ,
Its silly on how I have been debating inside my head on should i be posting such a personal written note of mine ?

Much thought given , obviously I decided "Yes I will :D" . 'Yes' , because I love my written conversations with Allah Azwajal . It gives SO much relief SubhanAllah :') They inbibe a positive vibe in me :) Alhamdulillah .
So here I felt a need of how maybe I could in shaa Allan remind others as well to hold such beautiful conversations with Your Creator and feel Blissful (in shaa Allah).

If I happen to make even a single person smile by reading my articles and make them feel awe ... I will be incredibly happy about touching their heart , as every true smile originates from the Heart ^_^ (in shaa Allah ).

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