𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐘𝐨𝐮

"His Hayati"~4(last)

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Just listen this song.. you will fall in love with it.♥️
Gosh,it's soo beautiful.
Lyrics and music are just mesmerizing.
I am obsessed with this song actually 😍.

Enjoy ♥️

Author's POV

"Naa Karen Hayati..kuch to bole. Kam se kam gussa hi Karen. Mai sab kuch sahh sakta hu par ab apki beruki nahi sahi jati Meri jaan"

(Don't do this hayati. Atlest just show your anger. I'll endure anything but not your ignorance anymore my life)

Hearing him Samaira took a deep breath and looked at him. She was ready to bare her Heart now. Without saying anything she holded his collar her pulled him toward her.

Her eyes leaking tears and but she will not back out now. She will let her heart out. Still holding his collar she screamed.

"How can you do this Ibrahim?"

Ibrahim felt his name foreign from her mouth. She never for once had called him with his name, it was always 'Rahim'

But somewhere he was happy, happy that atlest she showed some emotion to him, she will let her anger out.

"Do you how it feel to be unloved , unwanted? I also never knew that feeling until I married you! You made me feel the most unwanted person in this whole world!you made me feel like I was some trash. How can you do this?"

Samaira Said and tear of pain and humiliation pour out from her eyes, her breath become ragged and her skin turn red.

"You can never imagine the humiliation I went through, the pain I went through. The lonely feeling.the mare fact that my husband in love someone else was killing me. I was dieing from inside Ibrahim but you never cared! You never did"

Samaira screamed. All the bolt up pain was flowing down from her eyes in the form of tears and it will be wrong to say Ibrahim wasn't feeling her pain.

Her every word were like dagger to his heart but somewhere he was happy, he happily received all of her pain.

"You were ignoring me from the very first day of our marriage but I never complained. You were treating me like a trash yet I never complained b-but that day...you left me like I was a bed warmer and you were ashamed to look at me now!"

A low gasp left Ibrahim's lips hearing her words, he never for once thought of her like this. He can never think of her like this!

"Nahi Meri jaan...trust me. I never thought of you in that way!"

"But I felt that way! Whatever your intentions were but i felt humiliated! I-I was depressed. I thought I wasn't beautiful enough to capture my husband's attention. You know that night when you called me biwi and I thought you accepted me but next morning you slaped me with harsh reality. You made me realized no matter how much I will try I'll never have you! I accepted it eventually but t-then you come back. You came back claiming you want us? Why now? We were happy! Then why you have to come back now?"

Her heart pained with extreme pain, but the desperate need of letting it all out didn't let her shut up. She now wanted him to know what he made her.

"I don't have anything other than apologize now. B-But I promise I'll never let you down ever again. Just please stop crying. You are already weak."