Slowly Falling 4 U (1/2) CLS

Threat

"Pyper!" He exclaims getting up from his once occupied seat.

I smile at him. And embrace him in a hug.

We grab some snacks and soda and go to T.J's car. I sit in the back seat along with him. We laugh and joke. Watch a few vines. And laughed some more. And even smooched a bit.

You see I didn't mean to kiss him. But i dont regret it either. Heck it was so incredible. His lips were so soft and gentle against mine.

Every time we kissed I felt like his lips were a pillow and I was falling in a never ending sleep.

Anyway...it happened like this.

"I have a question for you." I say looking at him as he goes to the home screen on his phone.

He looks up at me. "Shoot."

"How long have you liked me?"

He's silent thinking perhaps. I'm watching him quietly, waiting for his response.

"The first day I met you." He sighs letting out some air.

"I remember Dominic telling me about this chick. She was fine. He just left out the personality part. So I thought you were gonna be an easy f^ck. When I finally met you. All those thoughts disappeared. I just knew I wanted to be apart of your life no matter what."

Cute.
Really really cute.

We were laying down on the seat now. The head of it, inclined so we could rest on it.

We were peering at each other lost in the pool of our pupils.

I swiftly link my arm around his long neck. Inching him closer to me.
Before I could stop myself. I placed my lips on his. Our mouths fell in sync. His arms were wrapped around my waist while I hugged his shoulders. My chest pressed against his.

Our breaths quicker.
Faster. As we kissed longer and slower.

I willed myself to pull away. To unlock our locked tight lips. But when I tried he,TJ, pulled me back onto him. I sighed in the kiss. Happy to be liked for a change and I loved every minute of it.

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Saturday
Best day of a miserable week.
I grab a handful of covers and slide them away from my sweaty skin.

I hop in the shower. Wash my short black hair and dry off. I put on my undergarments and wash my face and brush my teeth.

I walk down the hallway clenching my towel to my chest covering me.

I open my door. Walk to my drawer and grab an outfit.
A white shirt stripped with navy blue with my light blue jeans.

I drop my towel.

I turn around to place my clothes on the bed to find it occupied by Shayne.

"Ahhh!" I scream.
What was I supposed to do? Laugh?

He covers my mouth with his hand.
"Harmony is sleeping be quiet.''
I nod and remove his hand from my mouth.

"What are you doing in my house?" I yell. Not too loud but still loud.

"Nothing." He humps his shoulders nonchalantly.

"Please leave." I say.

"No." He says firmly.

" I'm not going to ask you again. Get. Out." I say coldly.

"No."

Before I can speak he interrupts.
" Just listen to me."

Now its my turn to disagree.
I shake my head empathising the no.

"Please it'll only take a minute."

" No." I walk over to the door and open it.

I gesture towards it. Symbolizing him to exit.

He trudges to the door. Instead of leaving he pulls the door closed and pushes me against the wall.

I hold in a breath.
"You know that your still mine, right? That if I wanted to I could take you right here and right now?"

I will admit I'm scared now.

"That's considered rape."

"Nah you'll enjoy it."

I burst.

"No I won't I never will. I'm getting tired of your bull. Ok? You were the one that hurt me. You betrayed me. So don't come in here saying what you will do and shīt because you won't. Not now not ever."

I shove him off me. Because right now I was only wearing a bra and underwear. And if he was true to his word. I didn't want to make his job any easier.

He stumbles a bit. And I see it. The way his stance is wobbly and his voice is slow. He's drunk.

And that just made me erupt. How dare he come in my house at this hour in a state like this?

He comes at me again and I use all my strength to switch our positions.

"I'm telling you right now. If you don't leave. I will take you and throw you out the window." I sneered.

He pulled himself up from my death grip. "You'll regret this!"

"Whatever."
X-( X-( X-( X-(

I call T.J. we've been seeing each other a lot lately. And my mom has been observing.

She hasn't said anything and I hope she never will.

I walk out the house calling to Gennie.

I walk out to his car. He flashes a dazzling smile at me.
****
We're at the mall.
But not to shop or anything.
I go into Mary's a little square where they do piercings and hair color.

I request to get my ears pierced and my hair colored.

It hurt like a mother (fill in the blank). But T.J was there to hold my hand.

I color my hair streaks of bright orange.

And then we grab something to eat and some clothes.
*****
I'm home but no one else is. I'm in my room playing soft music.
What I don't hear almost kills me.

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Hope you liked this chap I did delete the other one.

God bless
-Lee