Drink it up | Kim Hongjoong

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It's been a while since I saw him, I stayed to myself in my room of my shared apartment with San. I finished my year out early, it was February 3rd. Two weeks had gone by since he abruptly ended everything, The boys knew where he was but they wouldn't tell me, Yunho was healing well. I could walk normally again, San was out with Wooyoung again while I sat in my room.

I knew it wasn't good but my eating only got worse, maybe two or three meals a week. I kept drinking water though so I wouldn't be so weak. I ate enough to get me by, I lost a little more weight but not much since all I did was lay down and stare at a wall. I couldn't stop thinking about our memories together, San told me I should try writing a diary and I decided to try it. I wrote every day but each day was the same thing, I stared at the wall, I thought about our memories and then I'd sleep. Nothing was too eventful, my phone went off but I didn't look at it.

When we got back San had bought me a new phone, told me it was for the best so I wouldn't see our old photos. I was trying my hardest to get over it but I just wasn't able to, killing a mafia empire was easier than this. There was a knock on my door, "Euna?" I couldn't bring myself to reply, "I'm coming in." The door opened and San walked towards me sitting on the edge next to me, I guess he just got back, "How are you feeling?" I blinked a few times, "Like I want to die." He sighed and moved a piece of hair behind my ear, "Jongho came to see you."

I sighed and nodded, soon the bed lifted up and a new body replaced his spot. "Hey Euna." He had a small smile so I tried to return it but mine was weak, "Hey.." He took my hand, "I want to get you out of the house, we can go shopping. We'll get your nails and hair done. Anything you want." I felt bad, he was trying to make me feel better but I just didn't have the energy. "Jongho...I can't." He smiled, "You can. Remember last October? You were perfectly fine, you were doing great on your own. You can do that again, why let a dumbass guy break you down like this?"

I couldn't help but giggle softly, "That dumbass guy is your leader." He shrugged, "I don't care, he hurt my Euna and I won't stand for that." My smile slowly faded, "Don't resent him...I can't force him to stay with me. If he doesn't want to be with me then he doesn't have to." Jongho glanced at San, "Okay, but only if you go out with me to the mall." I sighed, "Please." He gave me puppy eyes making me smile again, "Only for a little bit." He cheered loudly and leaned down hugging me, I slowly sat up and looked around at my messy room.

"I'll let you get ready okay?" I nodded and watched as they both left I sighed and slowly stood up. The least I could do was go walk around with Jongho for a while. I haven't spent much time with him, I walked to the bathroom and took a quick shower. I got out and brushed my hair and teeth before throwing on some clothes. San had to buy me more clothes because my sizes changed. I still had my old clothes just incase I gained it back but it wasn't likely.

Euna:

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