Drink it up | Kim Hongjoong

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I was sitting on the couch with my legs pulled to my chest, I woke up an hour ago, Hongjoong was cuddled next to me. I was still mad, I got out of bed and sat here on the couch staring at the wall after cleaning my makeup off in the bathroom, he moved slightly and groaned. His hand touching around the bed, "Euna?" He sat up and his eyes met mine before I looked away towards the window on the wall I had been staring at.

"Are you okay?" He was next me in an instant, I didn't even hear him leave the bed, "Fine." He sighed and sat next to me, "You're still mad?" I didn't reply, that was enough for him. He leaned his head on my shoulder before I spoke, "I want you to explain everything that happened, don't leave anything out." He looked at me and ran a hand through his hair as he stared off, as if he was trying to remember it all.

"I only had a few drinks, I wasn't even tipsy but I just wanted something to distract me. I'm sure that's how you felt when you went out with Jongho...a girl was sat next to me at the bar and she asked me why I was alone. We got to talking and she asked me if I wanted to dance so I said yes. She was clearly drunk and by the time we actually started dancing she couldn't stand up straight." I clenched my fist as I listened to him, the image of them flashing in my mind, "She used me to stand up as we danced, she turned around and kissed me and..I kissed her back."

Tears brimmed my eyes, I couldn't bring myself to look at him, "The thought of bringing her back to the house flashed in my mind but I couldn't. The only thing I could think about was the way you danced, your lips, our memories together...I couldn't do it. I pulled her off me and I left her right there, I left the club and I sat in the car and..I cried. I wanted to hold you so badly, I wanted to go back and find you and say it was all a joke."

The tears fell down my cheeks, "Nothing beyond the kiss happened Euna. I promise to you that is all that happened and nothing else will ever happen. Ending this, us, was the worst mistake I ever made, I shouldn't have done it. And I regret it badly." He was looking at me now, I pushed my legs down and wrapped my arms around him tightly trying not to cry anymore. "I'm sorry.." A sob erupted from my throat, he pulled me on his lap and hugged me tightly.

"Please don't cry baby." Another sob left my lips, "I'm sorry..I'm being dramatic." I lifted up and wiped my tears, "You aren't being dramatic. I hurt you..again. I should be the sorry one and I am, I'm really sorry Euna." I shook my head, "Okay...we weren't together, both of us did things we aren't proud of..let's just forget about it. I don't want to hold onto it anymore and I really don't want you to get upset because I talk to Jongho. I know what I did was way worse-" I was cut off by his lips on mine, I melted against him.

He pulled away keeping his forehead on mine, "I don't care if it was worse, I hurt you more than once. I don't want you degrading yourself, like you said let's just forget it okay? I'll..talk to Jongho, this time with words." I slowly nodded, "I love you Joong.." He smiled and picked me up carrying me to the bed, a small squeal leaving my lips. He laid me down on his bed hovering over me, "I love you too Euna." He kissed my jaw line softly before leading his lips down my neck, I pulled his shirt upwards.

There was a knock at the door that made us both jump, "Why is the universe against me?" I laughed and rolled over as he stood up and walked to the door, "What?" Seonghwa's smile faltered, "Ya! What's with the attitude? I cook breakfast for you and clean the house and you come at me like that?" I snorted on the bed before getting up and pushing Joong out of the way, "Oh hey Euna." His smile returned as he hugged me, "Breakfast is ready when you want to eat." I nodded, "Thank you Hwa."

He ruffled my hair before glaring at Hongjoong, I pushed him back into the room laughing. "Does he not remember that I'm his leader?!" I pushed him back on the bed, all anger vanishing from his face as I climbed on top of him. His hands immediately went to my sides, "Fuck you look so pretty." I smiled down at him as I leaned down and kissed him softly. There was pounding on the door, "What the fuck!" I groaned and got up opening the door, San ran in hiding behind me as Wooyoung tried to grab his shirt.