Drink it up | Kim Hongjoong

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I made it home around 1:30 am, when I got inside Yunho was in the kitchen taking hangover medicine. "Where were you?" He asked as I closed the door, I sighed and walked to him, "I went and talked to Jongho." His eyes widened, "What?" I shook my head, "We only talked, it was about time we did anyway. We made up. He's coming home in the morning, he's still at his old house." Yunho slowly nodded, "Does Euna know?" I shook my head, "She's upstairs asleep."

He nodded, "So..everything's okay?" I nodded, "We had a long meaningful talk, he made good points and so did I. He's still my family and always will be." Yunho smiled, "That's good to hear." I agreed, "I'm gonna head to bed, you should too." He nodded as I headed up the stairs, I made it to my room and took my clothes off leaving me in boxers, I had left the small lamp on so I could actually see. I grabbed one of my t-shirts and changed Euna out of the dress and into my shirt before taking her shoes off.

She moved slightly with a whimper, "Joong?" I got in bed next to her and held her close, "Right here baby." He curled into my chest, "Where did you go?" I sighed, "Jongho's, we talked everything out and it's gonna be okay. You don't have to worry anymore." She hugged me tightly making my heart ache, "You didn't hit him right?" I shook my head kissing hers, "No, we just talked." She nodded and soon she was back asleep and I was drifting off with her.

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~Euna's POV~

It was nearly 6:30 am, I woke up at 6 and came downstairs after checking Jongho's room, Yeosang was peacefully asleep alone. I sat on the couch and waiting, hoping he would walk through the door. I had my legs pulled up to my chest as I sat there in silence starting at the floor, my hair was a mess and my head was pounding but I couldn't bring myself to move. I just wanted to know if he was okay, I wanted him home, even if he was mad at me.

I jumped as the front door opened, my body froze as my heart sped up, my fingers dug into my shins as I watched him walk in. His eyes met mine and he stopped, white specs littered his hair and shoulders meaning it had been snowing. He sighed and closed the door before walking to sit next to me. We were both silent as I felt my eyes stinging already. "I'm sorry." We both said at the same time, "You have nothing to be sorry for." I hugged my legs closer to my body, "Yes I do.." He sighed and leaned back, "Can I just talk for a minute? I just want you to listen.."

I slowly nodded as he looked at me, "Last night I drank, I wasn't supposed to but I caved. That's no excuse but it happened, when I heard the things he said to you it made me so angry and jealous that you were talking about Hongjoong and not me that my anger controlled me. I attacked Hongjoong for no reason and that's on me, we talked everything out last night and made up. It's the least we could do for you. Last night I was also really harsh to you, I didn't mean to make you cry..it wasn't my intention. I just kinda snapped and sent the text."

I listened to every word, "I know you didn't mean for this to happen and I can't blame you when it was my fault. I will eventually get over you, I'll learn to love you as a sister and not a lover and everything will be okay. I've acted selfish the last 2 weeks and took it out on those around me." A tear fell down my cheek and I tried my best to not let him see it. "It wasn't just you though...it was also me. I gave you false hope, I led you on, it was me too. I'm sorry I did that to you, I wasn't thinking straight."

He nodded, "We all have our faults in this, so we shouldn't put the blame on anyone. It's in the past now, we should leave it there and move on." I nodded, "I want my friend back, we still have to name our bear." He laughed and nodded, "Yeah I miss him, you should bring him over." I nodded with a smile, as he pulled me against his chest for a hug. I leaned into him, "I'm sorry I hurt you." He quoted me, "And I'm sorry I hurt you." I sat up yawning, "How long have you been up?" I blinked a few times, "Since 6.." He stood up, "Go back to bed silly. I'll be here when you wake up."