Drink it up | Kim Hongjoong

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I sat in the bathroom leaned against the counter, I didn't want to look, my alarm was about to go off as Hongjoong sat on the bed waiting. I heard the timer go off and my heart dropped, I felt like I was going to throw up. The box had two tests so I took them both for extra proof, he stood up and watched me as I looked at the ground. We were both silent as he walked around me and picked the first one up. It took him a seconds before he pulled it out and looked, I didn't want to know, I didn't want his reaction.

He grabbed the second one and looked at it, I could feel his eyes barreling into me. "Don't say it..." I finally broke the silence as my hands pulled at my hair, "Please don't say it." Tears brimmed the edges of my eyes as my hands started to shake, "Please don't say it." I closed my eyes as tears fell down my cheeks, "Euna.." He bent down in front of me slowly as he held the test, a sob rippled through me as he tossed it on the counter and pulled me to his chest. "Shh it's okay..calm down Euna." I couldn't breathe, a full anxiety attack was coming on and I couldn't stop it.

"Euna I need you to breathe with me okay? In and out." I tried to breath with him but it was hard, "Come on, count with me. One.." I fisted his shirt taking in his scent, "One.." We counted up until 10 and I slowly felt myself calming down as I breathed in and out quietly. I sat back against the counter, "What are we gonna do?" I wanted to cry all over again, "I don't want a kid Joong...I can't be a mom. I'm so scared.." He stared at me, "Euna you'd be an amazing mom...I just..I don't know what to do. We aren't exactly the perfect family.."

I buried my face in my hands as I pulled my knees to my chest again, "I don't know what you're boundaries on this are...there's really only 3 options.." I laid my head back, so many things running through my mind all at once. I felt like I was going to pass out, "Do you..do you want me to get San?" He squeezed my hand and I nodded trying to calm myself down, my world was shattering around me. Everything that was okay and normal no longer was, I hadn't even noticed him get up.

"Euna?" I looked up to see San as he dropped down in front of me, "What's wrong? Come here." He pulled me into his arms, "What happened?" Hongjoong stood over us, "I..fuck this is my fault." He glared up at him, "No it's not...it was both of us.." I couldn't let him take all the blame, I looked at him and nodded as he reached behind him and grabbed the test. He held it out and San looked at it for a moment before his eyes widened and he looked between us.

"Euna..." I was on the verge of tears again, "I'm so scared.." He held me closer, "You're pregnant.." His words made everything a reality, I felt the pressure in my chest as my eyes fluttered open and closed before everything went black and my body went limp.

~Hongjoong's POV~

"Euna?" I rushed to their side as I was Euna fall limp against San, "She's passed out. There's too much stress on her." San looked worried as I ran a hand through my hair, "What are we gonna do..Euna is terrified!" San stood up with her in his arms as he took her to the bed, "She won't get rid of it." I looked at him, "What?" He tucked her in and looked at me, "Euna wants to be a doctor, she's drawn to help people...she won't abort it and even if she wanted to the law went into effect a few years ago. You can only get one if the baby puts you in danger."

I fell against the wall and slid down it, "Hyung!" He grabbed my arm trying to sit me down softly, "Hyung look at me." I stared at Euna's sleeping body, "San...she's pregnant..what do I do?" He sighed, "Now you grow a pair and you help her. You both were involved, it wasn't just you or her. These are your consequences." He pointed at the both of us, "That's easy for you to say..you're dating Wooyoung." He glared at me, "Hongjoong I swear to god if you even think about leaving I swear-" My eyes widened, "What no! I'd never do that to her!"

San stood up and looked at Euna, "You need to take her to a doctor." I looked up at him, "San..we aren't exactly the Adam's Family. We're a fucking mafia, you're telling me you'd be okay with a baby running around in all of this?" He looked down at me, "If I was in your place? I'd have to be, yeah it makes life a hell of a lot scarier but that's your baby. Are you really okay with never getting to know it?" I took a deep breath, "No.." He nodded, "Then when she wakes up you need to talk to her, figure out what she wants. She's never had a good mother figure so this is gonna scare the shit out of her."