Drink it up | Kim Hongjoong

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"There's something I need to tell you..and I think you should probably sit down." He furrowed his eyebrows making me even more scared, "What did you do?" His eyes were filled with worry and confusion, I took another deep shaky breath.

"Two nights ago me and Jongho went to a club. We got super drunk and..." I could see his face turning red already, he wanted to yell and I hadn't even said anything. "..We slept together.." Everything in his face changed, "Are you fucking serious?" I felt tears brim my eyes again, "We weren't together Hongjoong...you broke my heart and I got drunk, so yeah I slept with someone else. I didn't mean for it to be Jongho that's just how it happened."

A tear rolled down my cheek as I looked at the floor, I felt ashamed even though I shouldn't. We weren't together, I expected him to yell more, to get angry, to hit something but instead his arms wrapped around me. "Please don't cry...you're right we weren't together, I have no right to be mad. I'm more jealous than anything.." I hugged him tightly as he ran a hand through my hair that was now down.

"It didn't feel right kissing you without you knowing...you deserved to know.." He kissed the top of my head, "It's okay Euna."  I could tell he was still a little mad, but he deserved that at the very least. He was allowed to be upset that the girl he loved slept with someone else even if they weren't together. My phone went off and I pulled away to look at the message.

Jongho

Is everything okay? Do I need to come get you?

No we came to an understanding...we're gonna try to work past this

That's great Euna, I'm happy for you guys.

Thank you, once again I'm so sorry

Don't be, I'd rather see you happy. I'll move on, your bow is in your room waiting for you.

Thank you

I looked up to see Hongjoong on his phone as well, "You okay?" He nodded, "I was texting Seonghwa. He told me to tell you he says hi and to come by soon." I smiled and nodded, "Say hi back." He nodded and typed once more, I watched as he cut his phone off and put it away. "Do you want me to give you a ride home?" I nodded, "Please."

He put an arm around me as we walked to his car, a red charger. He opened my door and helped me in before closing it and getting in on his side. Once he got in he started the car and looked at me, "Euna to be completely honest I'm really upset...I'm probably gonna be upset all day but..I'll get over it okay?" I slowly nodded, "I'm sorry.." I felt like I was saying that a lot these past few days, "Don't be, you didn't do anything wrong."

I nodded, "Yes I did, don't place the blame on Jongho. We were both drunk and we both played a part. I have my faults.." I decided it was best not to mention the fact that he liked me or that I was thinking of giving him a chance. "I know but...like you said we weren't together. I get it, just because I didn't do that doesn't mean you were in the wrong." He didn't mean to but he made me feel worse, I hooked up with someone two weeks after our breakup while he was trying his best to get me back.

"I'll take you home and when you're ready you can come stay with us okay?" I nodded as he backed out, "You can play music if you'd like." He handed me his phone, "Still the same password." I smiled as I opened his phone seeing the same background he's had of us. I opened it and went to his music app before choosing music to play while he drove us 5 minutes down the road.