I finally made it home, me and Jongho spent nearly 4 hours at the tattoo shop. I loved all of them so much, I was so happy I was able to get them. Jongho pulled up next to the stairs and smiled, "Anytime you want to go out just text me and I'll be here okay?" I nodded, "Um..I want to see Yunho, do you think one of you could bring him over one day so I can see him again." He nodded with a smile, once the mission was over they all moved into a house together, it was just easier that way.
"You know you're always welcome to come over...I know now is probably too soon but when you're ready San or I can bring you over." San went back and forth between houses a lot, he didn't want to leave me alone for too long but I know he missed Wooyoung. I nodded, "Maybe soon." He smiled and I got out of the car, "Drive safe." He nodded, "Always." I closed the door after grabbing the big stuffed bear and started up the stairs, I made my way into the house and took my shoes off.
"San I'm home!" I stood up and turned around, my eyes landed on them and I froze up, San stood there looking at me cautiously as Hongjoong sat on the couch. "Euna..he wants to talk..I told him I'd let him only if you wanted to- is that a tattoo?!" His brother mode activated but all I could hear was my heart beat in my chest and the tears building up in my eyes.
I knew the tattoo on my hand was partly visible so there was no hiding it. "Yeah..I got 4." I finally looked away and looked at San, he didn't need to know how badly I wanted to break down and cry. "FOUR?!" I rolled my eyes and walked to my room, I needed to get away from him, his eyes were shooting bullets at me. I walked to my room running my hands through my hair, "Why now?" I whispered to myself, maybe I should call Jongho and he can come get me.
I put the bear on the bed and pulled out my phone to text him but stopped, he helped me today and I'm sure he was tired. I walked to my closet and threw on a simple outfit that I could get comfortable in. I was forcing my tears back and slowly they started to go away. I cleaned my makeup off and changed.
Outfit:
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
There was a knock at my door as I slid my pants on, "What?" The door opened and San stood there, "Euna..sorry I yelled." I grabbed my phone and sat on the bed, "It's fine. I'm sure it was a shock." He sat next to me and looked at them, "They look good." I gave him a small smile, "Thanks, Chris did them." He nodded, "Are you..gonna talk to him? I'll sit outside on the steps so you guys can be alone.." I shook my head, "No. I want him gone."
San's eyes widened, I guess he wasn't expecting that response. "Euna..he really is sorry, maybe you should hear him out-" I stood up, "No. I don't want to hear what he has to say, he doesn't want to be with me. I get that and I'm trying to move on." San sighed and nodded, "Okay." He stood up and pulled me into a hug, "You know I'm always by your side, I'll always choose you."
I nodded softly, "Thank you...also I wanna find a hobby. Something to keep me out of the house." San nodded, "Name it and I'll find a place." I smiled and nodded as he left my room, he closed my door and I laid out on the bed. It wasn't long before I heard them, "No I need to talk to her!"
