Drink it up | Kim Hongjoong

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~ Euna's POV~

I slowly looked up as my eyes connected with his, a gasp left me as I felt the wind get knocked out of me, my eyes widened as he stared at me. The tears fell fast before I could stop them, my body collapsed into his arms before I realized I had even moved. Sobs erupted from me as he hugged me tightly, "You're safe now Euna.." More arms engulfed me, "Oh god it's so good to see you again." I could hear the others adding on, the door behind us opened and closed but I didn't care. I was back with the people I cared about most.

Hongjoong kissed my head and helped me to my feet, arms wrapped around me and by his scent I knew it was San. I pushed my self further into his neck. "Please don't ever do that again.." I fumbled with the wallet, "Sannie.." He looked down as I pulled the photos out, "Mom..." His eyes widened, "You were there?" I slowly nodded, tears pouring down my cheeks as my heart raced, "Euna..." Seonghwa took my hands before I pulled them away, "I'm sorry..." My vision was so blurry, I could barely see anyone, "Euna what happened?"

I bit my lip, "Don't push her right now, we can figure it out later." Yunho wrapped me up tightly, "God please don't ever disappear like that...ever again." I hugged him back as tight as I could, "Mingi..where's Mingi?" I looked around, "He's hiding out in his room...he can't bring himself to face you. He feels horrible. He still blames himself." Another sob left, my legs felt so weak, "Euna...you're smaller...did they not feed you?" Yeosang's eyes we're filled with worry, I shook my head, "They did...I just didn't eat..I couldn't.." Seonghwa rubbed my shoulder, "I'll make you food, as much as you want."

I giggled softly and nodded, Jongho was the next one who wrapped me up tightly. "You're my partner in crime, who else is going to annoy Hyung with me? Never leave again!" We all giggled at him as he sat me down, "I won't...never again..I wanna see Mingi, I want to apologize.." Hongjoong nodded, "You can but after we clean you up." I nodded  and Wooyoung squeezed me before Joong and San led me to a room down the hall, "You'll stay here with me okay? I brought you clothes and makeup and literally everything." I smiled and nodded, "Thank you." He kissed me softly and I melted into his chest, "We're gonna talk about it later...but for now just clean up." San rubbed my back making me nod.

I walked into the bathroom and removed all the makeup, my bags were even worse and so was my lip. I changed from the dress to an oversized hoodie and my shorts, I took my hair down and let it rest on my shoulders. I walked back out and Hongjoong waited for me, "Are you okay?" He held my wrist gently making me hiss, "Yeah..sorry.." He shook his head, "Don't be sorry...there's no telling what you went through.." I leaned against his chest, "A lot..mainly all of it yesterday."

He looked down at me, "What do you mean?" I sighed, "I just want to tell you all at once...I don't want to repeat it. I just want to forget it." He nodded, "Mingi's upstairs in the 3rd room to the left." He kissed my cheek and let me go as I nodded and walked out of the room. Seonghwa was cooking with Wooyoung and the others. Wooyoung smiled at me and hugged me once again before going back, I headed up the stairs and went to the door. I knew he wouldn't answer if I knocked so I didn't bother.

I opened his door slowly, he was staring out the window, clearly lost in thought. I walked up behind him and wrapped my arms around him tightly. He tensed up and grabbed my hands making me bite my lip to hold back the pain, he looked down and then turned to me. "Euna what happened-" I cut him off, "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry Mingi, it's not your fault please believe me. Even if you had said no I still would have found a way." I looked at him with tears in my eyes, "I'm sorry."

He hugged me tightly as I cried into his shoulder, "Euna...I'm so glad you're okay. I haven't been able to sleep.." I looked up at him, I could see the dark bags under his eyes, he noticed mine and traced his thumb under my eyes. "What happened to you?" I leaned into his touch, "A lot...I'm gonna explain to everyone at once." He nodded and ran a hand around my side frowning, "You're smaller..." I pulled away, "I didn't eat while I was there...Seonghwa's making me food, I'll eat when it's done." He nodded and I took his hand leading him out of the dark room and down the stairs to the others.