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SONG OF THE UPDATE; It's All Futile! It's All Pointless! by Lovejoy. good band and good song. one of my favorites rn from Lovejoy.  Listen to Lovejoy

sorry about the flashing lights/colors

I hate church. Don't believe in God. My fam believes in Christianity. I don't and I have too much anxiety to tell them anything. They're forcing me to do confirmation if you don't know what that is it basically getting you ready to choose to join the church or at least that's my understanding and how my church does it. Mine is Basically group therapy. My parents always get angry at us (me & sis) for trying to be entertained like she wants us to be perfect little girls who are innocent and she doesn't realize that makes me want to die and not tell her anything. Do you want a depressed and anxious teen who can't tell you anything? they are too overprotective like I want to join wrestling and they are like no you can't get your work done and if you are too busy you get anxious. It just took longer for me to adjust and I was going through a very depressive state at the time but I can't tell them that. At church, the kids are learning about feelings and that crap and the pastor told the parents to not yell at us and for the kids not to barry feelings. Also was trying not to cry or fall asleep during that. 

My friend is trying to get me to join wrestling and I've always kind of wanted to wrestle. but no I don't think that they will let me.




found this it's good. It is so good it might make you cry. look at the lyrics I don't know how to explain it. also a really good artist. 


sorry about my bad organizational skills. I just kinda right what I think. 

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