9/19/22
Nvm, my name is Ray and they/them sorry I'm going through a very dysphoric time. I've been looking at other nonbinary people's stories and concluded that clothing is only an object it doesn't describe me. I had to repaint my nail because it was giving me dysphoria to black and it still is kinda giving me dysphoria. I'm wanting to come out as nonbinary to my parents but I don't know how, and my anxiety is not letting me kinda just waiting for them to find out on their own. My tits are also giving me major dysphoria. They are super small and I'm wearing a sports bra and baggy hoody and still getting dysphoria. Kinda wanted to cry last night but I didn't.
Yesterday I was getting happy stims because of the fanfic I was reading. It was about a nonbinary kind and it was in y/n pov and it was making me very happy. If I do read xreader I've been going instead of a female reader to a male reader cuz it makes me feel a little better.
The Song of the Day is Jubilee Line by Wilbur Soot its just my favorite song right now or
Boys Will Be Bugs by Cavetown.
And 95% sure my love language is love but my social anxiety prevents me from that. So that is not fun. Also might be asexual or it's my anxiety. And after this week I'm going to overthink everything and might change the spelling back to Rae cuz I like the spelling.
YOU ARE READING
Just About Me
Novela JuvenilThis is just a book with thoughts and/or feelings that I have. This may include poems that I have wrote. There will probably be some sensitive stuff in here. I wont probably put a trigger warning so sorry. Mainly it will be about my personal life so...
