if you don't like talks about depression don't read this I don't want to hurt you.
it took so much motivation to get out of my car to go to early band I had to tell myself I just have to get out go in and then survive the day. I hate it here at my school it's always the same band science Spanish math pe lunch choir English world geo no change. I have no motivation to do anything my anxiety wants good grades to go places but I have no motivation. (just Failed my Spanish test)
I don't want to be at school or at home. I don't want to be on the earth. I try to do anything that would make me happy so drinking monsters behind my mom's back helps. i don't want to live on the earth anymore so please give me one good reason to live.
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Just About Me
Teen FictionThis is just a book with thoughts and/or feelings that I have. This may include poems that I have wrote. There will probably be some sensitive stuff in here. I wont probably put a trigger warning so sorry. Mainly it will be about my personal life so...