they/he
TW; cringy wanna-be angsty 11 year old
second snow day this week. started out as a late start and then a snow day. I have been very productive today I have put my bumper sticker on my car from Christmas and I also put hair chalk in my hair and it stained. We also went to the sledding hill that is by my school today. so very productive.
I was bored last night and didn't want to go to bed so I started going through stuff and then I found my old diary. it was one I got from a school book fair so it had stuff to do in it. I started answering the questions again in a different notebook to compare then I found one of my old entries.
it goes
(TW starts here. read at your own risk)
Wednesday 2/20/20
today my life turned upside down(it's already so cringy) so I got put on ICU(a thing my school does for missing assignments) and now I LOST ALL FREEDOM so I feel my parents took away youtube(yes as any 11-year-old would cry about) that's my way of losing my freedom I watched a 'bad video' it was 'pierced my privet'(it was an animated story that didn't show anything) so wut I'm losing my mind(I think this is where my anxiety started) I'm losing my MIND I cant calm down I need music all I feel is sad I feel like I cant breath I don't want to ever leave my room (in huge letter that covers most the page) MY LIFE IS RUINED also my best friend had surgery
I copied it word for word to the best of my ability with no punctuation (can't say my punctuation has got better)
TW ends here
I'm sorry for whoever read that. I think I started it when I was like 8. I even bullied my mom about her white hair when I was little.
another part of the diary was captioned 'write some secret truths about you no one knows'
then
1. I lie a lot (also I couldn't spell. I spelled lie like liy'
2. I have stage fright
3. i said sucker(i was like 8 i thought it was a bad word)
4. I'm scared of wasps
5. I curse a lot
6. I hate the word rubbing alcohol
7. I want something I don't want
8. (blank)
now
1. I'm nonbinary
2. use they/he pronouns
3. drink monsters
4. obsessed with soulmates
5. asexual
6. bi-romantic
7. I don't like talking
8. depressed
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