12/12/22

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hello

I'm tired. I'm tired of life. I didn't trust myself to open a pill bottle today. I think more about dying than graduation. I think more about failure than doing well. I convince myself that everyone hates me.

I thought of something yesterday. we get filled with more useless information to make us forget about our childhood memories. Like we don't need to know what 5-69x= 63y-93z we don't need to know that. All my childhood memories are a blur. I can't seem to remember anything.

On Saturday I found out that I probably have ADHD because I drank a monster(peach) and I was really calm. like the first time I had a monster I took 3 naps and went to bed at 8 pm. Turns out that if you have ADHD monster cancels out, and you get really calm. I'm also not allowed to have monsters so I can't tell my parents.

My match for wrestling was the first one I had was up against an 11th-grader I lost. the second match was against someone from my year and I almost made it to the 2nd period. I had 10 seconds left she half-nelson me I got out the first time she did it.

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