Please don't steal these. these are mine that I came up with. It's giving me a lot of anxiety to just post this it would make me very sad if they were stolen.
This was a writing prompt for a writing class I took last year
The place Im longing to go but cannot
I have left the earth and can only arrive in spirit
They will mourn for their loss
I will mourn for my death
I cannot return
If I must they will only feel my presence
It would only be a gust of wind and memories I wish them to see
I will never forget those times of love and pain
The only thing I will feel now is the longing to see them
And the memories of them
If you read this tell them I miss them
Tell them it wasnt their fault
Tell them it was my sadness
Tell them it was my choice
Tell them I love them
I wrote this one a few weeks ago the beginning of a prompt from a different poem
At first there was nothing
It was the sound of silence
That was the first thing we've never heard
When the chaos took over
Then was never silence
All of it is chaos its never ending
It won't end until its over
Death
Its silent
No noise
No problems
No life
It must be very peaceful
Or very sad
Life is sad
Its always going on
People live and die all the time
I think I wrote this one last week
It didn't do anything
Telling them
I just got to tell more people
It got me out of school
It's not getting better
It might be getting worse
I mean lightning
Really
It's just sad
Should have just faked it like I always do
I just told them
I regret doing it honestly just go them to worry about me
I did it to get better its not
They just worry now
They went through my phone
That didn't help my anxiety
It just made it worse
I wrote this one last year I think it was my first real experience fighting depression I also continued writing at different times
I don't know what happening
It's my second time crying this week
Crying used to happen only every 2 months or so
Now it's blasting my music and wanting to know if this is reality
My brain hurts from trying to figure out what's wrong with me
Crying because of shaking assuming that it's because of my inhaler
Keeping the tears in so people don't think I'm faking it
And not wanting to feel so weak over shaking
Wanting to feel the tears
Feel them run down my cheeks
Wanting to get help from someone
But I know I'll be fine the next day or next hour
Wanting to feel tell people
But no one knows what's happening
Or what I'm going through
They can only assume
Wanting to know what it would be like to dissolve into thin air
Because I spend my days watching my life pass through a 3 person point of view
Wanting to try something but chickening out at the last minute
Getting angry because can't focus
Wanting to die just to see if anyone would care
Wanting this feeling to pass so you can live happily
Not wanting to cry every 5 minutes
Spending every living minute wondering what it would be like to actually live
Wondering what it would be like to be able to understand your mind
Wondering what it would be like to have the part of you missing filled
Wondering what it would be like to be able to cry and not be judged
Wondering if this reality
Wondering if dying is painful
Just trying to make it to the summer to see if the missing peace is your best friend
Just wanting to die to see if someone would sing you 'hold on'
Wanting to tell your friends
but thinking they would see you as dramatic more than you already are
Having the world in your mind not even being an escape anymore
Being so lonely that dying seems like the best way to know who your true friends are
Only having one friend to share your feelings
But them living 5000 miles away
Wanting to experience life but fading away every minute of every day
Just found this one
You know that feeling when someone asks if your ok
And you just laugh because they only notice because of what you showed them
Not the tears in tears or the panic attack you just had
It truly shows how oblivious the human race is
Everyone deals with something
please don't copy these. or post them anywhere
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Just About Me
Teen FictionThis is just a book with thoughts and/or feelings that I have. This may include poems that I have wrote. There will probably be some sensitive stuff in here. I wont probably put a trigger warning so sorry. Mainly it will be about my personal life so...
