Reality Now

Chapter 28

Jasmine's POV

Today's Wednesday July 25th. I looked at my watch and it was 9am. I couldn't stop thinking about what happened yesterday. I did mean what I said though. I still think everyone would you a better life without me. Pony probably already told Soda about what I said. I wonder what Soda and the rest of the gang would think. I feel bad for making Johnny cry. I didn't mean to. I wonder if he's still upset. I can't wait to get out of the hospital. Maybe after I get out things well get better.

Soda's POV

I plan on seeing Jasmine later today. I can't believe what I heard yesterday. Jasmine thought she should hurt herself. I wouldn't be the same without her. I hope she changes her decision. She deserves to be in this world. She deserves the world. I hope it doesn't take her long to realize that. I'd miss her so much if she left. I know right now she has too different worlds but it's fine if she's only in one. This one to be honest. I know she likes being here. She's said that a lot. I mean she's basically in one world but she has another world that she might go to eventually. I hope it doesn't happen anytime soon. I wonder if I should ask her to marry me soon. That might be a little too soon though. Maybe sometime after she gets out of school. I hope we aren't moving too fast. She's still one of the most important people in my life other then my brothers. I hope someone stops her from hurting yourself. She also doesn't have to save us from everything. I can't stand her hurt. She was also kidnapped for a long time by a ghost. I never thought a ghost would ever kidnap anyone. I guess Bob really cared about her. Everything would probably go a lot smoother if Johnny didn't kill him though. "Hey hurry up! We don't have all day!" someone yelled from behind me. I totally forgot there were costumers in line. After the costumers left,I turned around and started crying. I miss Jasmine so much. I really hope she ends up being okay.

Pony's POV

Me and Johnny decided to go see Jasmine in the hospital. I hope she changes her decision of hurting and killing herself. That's not a good thing to do. I don't know if she realizes how much that'd hurt all of us. Am sure her sister wants her alive to. Am sure we'd all be really sad. She changed my life a little. I couldn't thank her enough. She's also really helpful. Soda definitely deserves her. I wish I had a girlfriend. Maybe I'll get one soon. Who knows. I really can't wait for school to start again. School starts in a few weeks. These couple of weeks are gonna go by fast.

Darry's POV

So Jasmine wants to be hurt I guess. I don't want her hurt. I wonder if someone said something to her to make her think that. None of us would be the same without her. She's really helpful and she's nice to the gang and everything. Am sure the whole gang wants her alive to. I can't wait when she Gets out of the hospital. Maybe after she gets out we can throw her a little party. Yeah that sounds good. A surprise party. I hope she realizes how important she is to all of us. After I get home from work I'll talk to the gang and we can start planning the party.

Johnny's POV

Am still upset about what Jasmine said yesterday. She shouldn't be talking like that. I mean compared to my life, she's had a good life. I know she's said that a lot. Am so tried of all my friends getting hurt and everything. Tulsa is a tough place though. I think it'd be better if the Socs learned their place in line and not hurt greasers and new people and I lot more. Things would probably get a lot better if that was the case.

Steve's POV

I don't know what to think anymore. I can't stand Jasmine being hurt. I wonder why she was talking about hurting herself. If someone said something to her about that I swear am going to beat them up really badly. I can't stand life without her. I can't wait for her to leave the hospital and go back to work and everything. I went back to working on the car.

Two-Bit's POV

Jasmine is a really nice girl. I can't stand life without her. She deserves so much more then what she got. She should never talk about hurting herself. She's one of the best things that has ever happened in my life. I need her in my life. Am sure the whole gang feels the same way to.

Dally's POV

I was walking down the sidewalk when I stopped at an alley and punched the wall. I keep wondering if someone told Jasmine she should hurt herself. If someone did I swear am gonna beat the person up so bad that the person would have to go to the hospital. Am about ready to break the law right now. Am sure that's the last thing she'd want though. She's important to me. Am sure the gang would say the same thing. Things got better when she first came to Tulsa. Johnny wouldn't be alive and I wouldn't be alive if she didn't come. She's so nice to everyone in the gang. She's one of my best friends and I can't loose her. I wouldn't be the same without her. I sure hope she changes her decision.