Fresh Start, New Beginnings

Chapter 35

"Hello Handsome" Abigail smiled as she opened the door to reveal Ryan standing in front of her. He was wearing a pair of black skinny jeans, a pair of Black High top converse, a blue t-shirt and a black leather jacket. His hair was styled in his usual style.

Abigail squealed as Ryan grabbed her in his arms and planted a hard kiss on her lips, he wrapped his arms around her torso and lifted her off the ground.

"I'll leave you to it" Leroy faked a cough, which caused Abigail and Ryan to look at him and smile. They both laughed when Leroy had gone back out into he garden.

"God I've missed you" Ryan exhaled as he gently returned Abigail's feet to the floor.

"Ryan it's only been 4 hours" Abigail giggled as she felt him kissing her neck, she could feel his hot breath against her skin "I hope this isn't a booty call Mr Tedder" she teased as she wriggled free from his grip.

"Nope this is a...I have missed you and I hate the fact I am leaving for Canada in 4 days and won't see you for two weeks...call" he smirked, Abigail shook her head and walked into the kitchen area. Ryan smiled when he saw Freya sleeping on the couch "Oh now I get it, she sold you out so that's why you said I could come over"

"Well no actually it's because I was missing you too" Abigail took a bottle of water out of the fridge "You want one?" She offered one to Ryan. He took the water and sat on the breakfast bench. He couldn't help noticing Abigail look worried about something.

"Two weeks isn't that long" Ryan frowned as he watched Abigail just staring into the unknown.

"What?" Abigail returned her attention to Ryan "Oh no its not that, it's just...nevermind" she closed down her reply instantly.

"No Something's wrong Ab's what is it?" Ryan pushed he had known her long enough now to know when something was wrong.

"Nick called me tonight" Ryan's heart sank at Abigail's reply "He was drunk"

Ryan wasn't sure what to say, luckily he didn't need to say anything because Abigail continued "He has never called me up drunk before, not since we were married. I just can't help thinking maybe he is in a bad place"

"Maybe" Ryan replied, Abigail realised he wasn't comfortable having this conversation.

"I'm sorry the last thing you need to hear me talking about is my ex"

"No it's fine honestly" Ryan tried to hide how he was feeling.

"No it's not" Abigail frowned "It's silly, I am just worried about how all of this affects Freya that's all" Abigail sighed as she drank some water "I really don't think she could handle it if me or her dad had another set back"

Ryan walked over to Abigail and put his hand on her back "Talk to him about it" he said softly, causing Abigail to look at him "You won't settle until you have a serious talk with him about it, it's like you said you need to think about bout Freya"

"Yeah and I need to think about you aswell" Abigail exhaled "I don't want to hurt you or make you feel uncomfortable"

"You could never hurt me and I don't feel uncomfortable" Ryan replied as he moved some hair from Abi's face "He's Freya's dad and whatever way you look at it, he will always be involved in our lives"

"Yeah I guess" Abigail smiled at Ryan "What did I do to deserve someone as amazing as you?"

"Nah, I'm the one who fell lucky" Ryan kissed her forehead and stayed close to her.

"I love you" Abigail managed before Ryan kissed her again.

"I love you too" he replied as he pulled away from her lips slowly "And everything that comes with you"

"I hope you mean that" Abigail gasped in between heavy breaths "The one thing I can't promise you is an easy ride" Ryan put his finger on Abigail's lips to silence her.

"Easy's over-rated" Ryan whispered, before putting his hand around the back of her neck and pulling her into a passionate kiss. Abigail felt him tangle his hand in her hair as he continued to kiss her.

The couple were interrupted by Freya coughing on the couch "I'll take her to bed" Abigail looked into Ryan's eyes and moved away from him. She walked over to the couch and scooped her up into her arms. Freya was a dainty little girl so Abigail could carry her with ease down the hall way.

Ryan took his jacket off and put it over the back of a breakfast bench stool, he watched as Abigail came back "So where we're we?" Abigail bit her bottom lip as she crashed into Ryan, he didn't speak he just kissed her neck and picked her up and sat her on the kitchen table. Abigail pulled Ryan's shirt up over his head and pulled him closer to her, he was now stood between her legs. He pulled off Abigail's shirt while she unbuttoned his pants, Abigail let out a groan as Ryan lifted her off the side, wrapped her legs around his waist and carried her into the bedroom. He laid her down on the bed and stayed between her legs, the kiss had intensified and their breathing was now heavy.

Abigail arched her back as she felt Ryan's hand run up her thigh, she slipped out of her pants and helped Ryan out of his. She bit her lip as she felt Ryan move his kisses from her lips, down her body. Abigail moaned and gripped the bedsheets tightly in her hands as Ryan moved further down, she gasped when he reached her black rose tattoo. Then he suddenly stopped and moved his way back up, Abigail was too lost in the moment to wait a second longer, she pulled him into her and kissed him hard, she could feel his cold neck chain against her skin as he fell onto her again. Both of them were now undressed and quickly became tangled in eachother, Abigail gasped and grabbed Ryan's back as she felt him inside her.

Ryan felt Abigail's nails digging and ripping into the skin on his back. It was a sweet pain, which made Ryan's heart race and his breathing heavy. Abigail wrapped her legs around his waist inviting him to go deeper, her body started to tremble as she reached her climax. Abigail mirrored Ryan's movements by moving her hips into him, forcing him to go deeper with each thrust.

Blood rushed through Ryan's body, as he grabbed Abigail's hands and pinned them on the bed above her head, locking then in place with his fingers. Her whole body trembled at his mercy, bringing them both to their peak. Neither of them could hardly speak afterwards, they gasped for breath.

Ryan rested his forehead on Abigail's, while still holding her hands above her head "I am never going to get tired of this" he gasped breathlessly, he then let go of Abigail's hands and moved to the side of her.

"That's good" Abigail had a cheeky sparkle in her eye "Because neither will I"

It wasn't long before the both drifted off to sleep, Abigail felt safe and secure wrapped tightly in Ryan's arms.