Sometimes I dream that I die.
Not really usually its just very close, or temporary. But these dreams have a habit of centering themselves around events in the future. Like if I have a work meeting coming up the dreams place of location is at the work meeting. Regardless of how bizarre it would be for something to happen at that location, the dream always manages to fit it in just right.
I am not a vivid dreamer, I always know that I am dreaming, and I can control it. Though at this point the death dreams happen so often that I stopped changing the events. I do, after all, only almost die and if I do die then its only temporary anyway.
But
I find myself avoiding the clothes I wore in those dreams when I go to the events. Sometimes its just a small tweak like different earrings or a bracelet that wasn't present in the dream. Or I find myself wearing the exact outfit, down to the smallest detail. I don't usually do either on purpose. But at the same time I don't change when I realize I've done it.
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