New year New me? corection! New year, New braincell, same stupid.
i'm writing this down just so I can say I read this quote in a book once.
(for context they are going to be quotes from an immortal)
"Nothing, I'm looking for nothing, i know there is nothing there to find and it is good that there is nothing. But when will my soul stop acting like there is something davestatingly wrong with me hidden just around the corner, telling me to find it. When there is nothing."
"If death were to come knocking I would not open it, but I wouldn't lock it either. The damn bitch can open the door itself if it wants my soul."
"I have learned so much about the world around me, I have grow so much as a person, learned new things, and still have so much to learn and see. Yet I am still the same, unmoved by the tides of time. Unchanged, the same as I was before. I-... I am the same and it hurts. I am different and still the same! I belong and I do not! My Entire Life! is just, is just a series of these paradoxes. Black and white at the same time but not grey. How! how does anyone live like this?..... They dont. This thing, is not just me. It is so many others, isn't it? the only difference is that I cannot take the simple way out, I must play the long game."
" I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me, (and you can)go fuck yourself."
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SonstigesContent Warning: -Swearing - Suicidal tendencies - Complaining - lack of actual content This is not a story, if that's what your looking for then move along. If you've got advice, Great! You are free to comment it and I am free to ignore it.
