Entry: #35: Secrets

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I have two best friends and I am very proud to have them. I always joke that I worked very hard to get two at all, but in truth they are both gifts, I didn't do anything to earn them and they are very precious to me. They cause me great sadness, but it is a secret sad and I can not-.Will Not tell them because that wouldn't be fair to them on so many different levels. I also cannot abide people who use guilt and fear as a way to convert as it only ever cause great stumbling later on and many do not ever recover from it. If it is not clear already I am talking about faith. Both are atheists to my knowledge, one has told me so and the other I am under the impression that they are.
It means that when they die they will be gone and I will be lonely once again. There are many I know, that I wish it weren't so. I intend to live for as long as possible so that I may be near them all for as long as I can. Because when they die they will be gone.

I don't want them to go.

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