CHAPTER 46 - trying her best

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i watch in awe as gold nanotech starts to spread around my upgraded suit. "holy shit..." i take off the suit from the fabricator, holding it up.

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spiderwoman my FIRST INTERVIEW with my bffs out now on teen vogue!!!!

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spiderwoman i sound like a youtuber with that caption... maybe i should vlog

user193 good morning y/n

user103 THE INTERVIEW YOU DID WITH TEEN VOGUE IS OUT

user14 pls y/n is so cute in the teen vogue interview

user99 its so cute how y/n got all her friends and gf to be in her first interview

user183 WHY IS NO ONE TALKING ABOUT THE SUIT IT LOOKS AMAZING

user13 new suit😍

user55 y/n having her hand on livs knee was so cute
user103 when liv put her hand over y/n's omg

shawnmendes best interview!

milliebobbybrown hoping you do more interviews in the future!!

3 hours ago

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i walk into the bedroom, seeing olivia sitting at the desk. "i'm gonna go for a swing," i say, walking to the wardrobe. "seriously?" she asks. i turn around, looking at her, "yeah... what do you mean?" "you've been out... like, the whole day, we've barely talked for almost 2 months," liv says, spinning her chair to me. "no, i know, i've just been really-" "busy, i know," liv huffs. "hey, why're you being like this?" i take off my suit from the hanger. "i'm not being like anything," liv says. "besides, don't act like you're not at the studio most days anyways," i say, taking off my shirt. "yeah, that's why i'm saying we've barely talked for 2 months, and it's not helping that you're going out every night patrolling," olivia adds.

i take off my shorts, holding the suit, "sorry that i'm saving people's lives," i mumble. "okay, now you're making this conversation sound so condescending," liv scoffs. "how so?" i ask, slipping into the suit. "first, when i told you we haven't been hanging out, you managed to turn it on me. second, you're making me sound so selfish for wanting to spend time with my girlfriend!" "i didn't say that," i hold the mask after tightening my suit, walking over to the bed. "but you're implying it, aren't you?" liv faces back to her notebook. "i'm not implying anything! i'm just saying we're both busy right now... so if you don't want me to go, then i won't." olivia shakes her head, "just go," she whispers. i furrow my eyebrows, putting my mask to the side and walking over to olivia, "what's wrong?" "nothing, y/n!" olivia pushes the chair back, walking pretty fast past me. "olivia," i say, following her. she turns around, placing her hand on my chest, "y/n, i need space right now, take the hint." i don't say anything, and she turns around, walking away.

i hear her keys shake, i then hear the door open, then close behind me. i walk back into the bedroom, opening the balcony door. i stick to the wall, walking up to the roof quickly. i walk to the front of the roof, seeing olivia's car drive away.

2 days later

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10:39am

liv liv 💗

yesterday

liv are you okay?

please answer me

im sorry if i made you mad
delivered

today

olivia

are you okay???

text me back

please

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i answer my phone immediately as olivia calls. "i've been scared shitless, are you okay?" i ask. "yeah, yeah, i'm fine," olivia says, "i think we need to talk, can i come over?" "yeah... i'm home," i say.

i open the door for olivia. "hey," olivia walks in. "what's up," i say. "i'm sorry that i blew up at you a couple nights ago," liv says. "it's okay," i say. olivia faces me, "so, i've been thinking..." this can't be good... not good at all. "um, i've been thinking a lot about my health and us... and i think it's best if we just, i don't know, take a break from each other." i look down. "it's not you, it's me," liv continues. "that's where we're at right now? 'it's not you, it's me'?" i scoff. "no, i'm being serious. it is me. i need time to focus on myself, and i'm sure that you've got a lot on your plate now, and so do i. i think it's better if we..." "break up," i assume quietly with a nod. "i'm really sorry y/n," she says. "no, it's okay, i just kinda hoped we'd be able to push past this," i shrug, "but i'm not gonna be a jerk and try to keep us together if you don't want that... especially if you're not okay to be in a relationship." liv nods, "thank you... i still love you, i just need to focus on myself and my career right now." i give a small smile, "i know, me too." "i feel like such an asshole for doing this..." she mumbles. "don't be, i understand," i say, "i want you to be happy, and if you're struggling with your health and all that, i don't wanna add to it, you know? i'm wait for you, however long you need." olivia cracks a smile. "and, um, you don't need to worry about packing your things, i'll pack them and drop them off, just focus on what you need to." "thank you," liv thanks. i smile, and liv start to walk back to the door.

after olivia walks out, i walk to my bedroom slowly. i look into the mirror, eyes falling to the necklace. i bring my hands to the back of my neck, finding the clip. i detach it, holding it in my hands. i open my drawer, finding the necklace box. i place it back in, putting it in the drawer and closing it.

i walk into the wardrobe, seeing at least half of the wardrobe filled with olivia's stuff. i sigh, taking the first jacket off the hanger.

1 week later
i part outside of olivia's apartment building, taking out two of the few boxes in the trunk. i close the trunk, walking inside. "hey," iris says, walking up to me. "hey," i responds, placing the boxes down between us. "how are you?" she asks. "i've been okay, you?" "i'm good," iris pick up one of the boxes. "how's olivia?" i ask. "she's... trying her best. she's just really stressed with the album she's working on." i nod, looking down, "do you, um, need help with the boxes? there's another few in my car." "please, if you're not in a rush," iris says. i pick up a box, following her to the elevator.

a/n - i wrote this chapter a few days after i published the chapter where we went on a break w liv and i laughed when i saw the comments bc of what happened now😭😭 tbh idk why i did that i feel like the storys going nowhere but just trust the process

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