One and only

Chapter 13~ drunk words sober thoughts

After my aunts left I put cups in the sink and decided to go to my room, I got undressed which left me only in my bra and underwear I started to look at my body

I'm not gaining weight right?

I would have asked that question to Mia but I know what she will answer, I decided to take a walk it was kinda windy so I put on a cargo pants with oversized hoodie

Then I put on headphones for music, lock the door and went for a walk

Did I made mistake by forgiving boys and giving them a second chance, I mean, sometimes I believe in a second chance, when person leaves you for the first time they don't know what's it like to be without you so if they don't like it they will come back to you but if they leave you second time they already know what's it like to live without you so forgiving them second time will just be stupid and they will leave you in every fight you have and then comeback knowing that you will accept them again

As I was in my thoughts I was sitting on a grass and felt someone touching my shoulder so I get up and quickly turn around and see it's Grey

"oh hey Grey" I say to him and he's just staring at me

"why aren't you hugging me when you see me or say goodbye" he asks and not going to lie I'm kind of shocked by his question

"what" I ask

"you hugged him your new friend, don't remember his name something with J"

"you mean Jay" I say and he nods

"I didn't think you like hugs you didn't seem that kind of type-" I was saying as he comes closer and hugs me and guess what... I smell alcohol on him that's why He's been acting weird

"hey I don't think your girlfriend will appreciate that" I say to him

"I don't have one''

''what about Emma" I ask

"who?" he asks

''Emma Adler" I stated and he shakes his head 'no'

"hey are you drunk" I ask him

"just a little'' it doesn't look like 'just a little' tho

"is Noah or Felix here to drive you home?" I ask

"can't go home drunk I'll drive to Noah's house" understandable why he can't go home dunk but did he just said 'I'll drive'

"wait you can't drive you're drunk you should call him to pick you up" I say as he shakes his head 'no'

''I don't want to wake him up, I have his house keys so I'll dive to his house'' I don't want him to dive when he's dunk and chance of him giving me his car keys are 50/50 so I ask

"hey can you show me your car keys''

"why?" he asks

"just interested what car you came here today'' he takes his car keys from pocket and show it to me so I quickly snatch it from his hand

He looks at me confused

"listen I know we haven't been in good terms lately but I don't want you to drive when you're drunk, my house is nearby so stay there for a night" I say as he nods

We walk, suddenly he stops and looks at me

"what'' I ask

"you shouldn't bring strangers to your house"

"don't worry I have a baseball bar remember" I say as I unlock door and we go in

"hey do you want anything drink, food or I don't know'' I ask