One and only

chapter 39~the answer

And just like that thanksgiving brake fled away in a blink of an eye.

Nothing happened the other day when Grey was with me, we talked a little after that he want home. I was tired and went to bed little disappointed, at first I didn't get it why I was feeling disappointed but then my thoughts couldn't keep away from when I saw Grey snuggling into me,

don't ask me why I really don't know, and the fact that not only I wasn't bothered by it and I kind of liked it?

Is it weird to think that?

Hmmm

Grey

Grey

Grey

Grey

Hazel eyes, dark hair, full lips...

God what am I even thinking about

It's not like I like him

Do I like him... that's impassable

He's annoying and acts different every other day

But... he was there when I needed someone and even I didn't know about it, stayed with me, was worried that I was sick and drove to my house to check up on me, made me breakfast, we talked and I don't mean 'hi how are you' I mean we have conversations that I don't have with just anyone, those talks meant lot to me, he also doesn't pity me that's one of things I really like about him.

My thoughts were interrupted by a teacher

"and the last group, Isabella, Emma and Grey" we stand up, I mean almost everyone, I look around and Gray was nowhere to be found

"so tell me about the project" teacher asked

"we decided to do a project on a protests" I don't like talking in front of a class, everyone is staring at me and I don't like eyes on me

We started to talk more about the project and somehow we now are talking about finances and how people can't afford things

"even though people have jobs their incomes aren't always enough and I think that also affects the kids who-" teacher didn't let me finish and started to speak

"and that's why you can't have kids if you can't afford it" she looks at the class

"yes and that's why in this project we also included how important abortions are" she suddenly looks at me in shock

"no, no abortion isn't right that's not that I mean, I mean woman should have known better" she smiles and nods

Girl what

"so you mean schools should provide sex education " I question

"oh of course not that inappropriate" god I hate her but I decide to just nod and agree

But my feminist side didn't let me do that

"well you're right as long as there are other ways of prevent unwanted pregnancy"

She looks at me confused and asks "what do you mean Isabella"

"amm like birth control or plan b"

" that means you are fascinating in sexual activity for something other than reproduction for what we originally need this act for" teacher answer

"what about sexual assault, what if she's sexually assaulted" I wonder what she will say now

"first of all, you shouldn't be going places where dangerous people are and you always can say no" how is she even our teacher wait no better question how did she managed to survive in this world