One and only

chapter 40~why me

My heart raise while watching how mom is Braiding my sisters' hair, how she gently brushes it and makes sure it doesn't hurt, how she takes her time to redo it if she doesn't like it and how she presses her lips to the daughters head when she's done.

As she tries her pink dress that her parents brought and asks them how does it looks, with big smile on her face, face that is scooped in her mom's hands who tells her that she's perfect, smart, beautiful and everything mother would wish for

And father who hands her pink bag of stuff that every kids dream is, toys with different candy, I know it doesn't sound much but present isn't what's important, it's the fact that they remembered and thought about you while buying it for you.

And as we see how she's living in somebody else's dream without fear, no hunger, no obligations, no signs of any traumatic event and no hate from family, there always is someone who has always been through all that with no pity and is currently standing in the corner, viewing the perfect family that she always wanted.

I walk to my room and started to think why my heart started to raise, was it jealousy

Who knows

Not me

I open my phone and see what date it is its December 18th

I sigh

I been thinking a lot

A lot

And it's killing me, sometimes I wish it could all stop, all the thoughts that I have

I want something that will quiet those voice in my head

Something

Something but what is it

What

What

What

What

What

Or who

GREY'S P.O.V

I'm on my way to bellas house, I need to tell her something, which I hope she says yes to.

I park my car and after getting to her house I started to knock

I know she said I could enter house without knocking but I prefer knock

Few minutes later Bella opens the door

"oh Gray hi" her eyes which looked tired widened

"are you okay" I ask her and she nods as she opens the door and says to come in

As I walk in I see a mess

But when I look closer it's not a mess it's suitcases and dresses along with other stuff

"sorry for the mess, my parents came back from a business trip" shit are they here

"should I leave" I question

"no its okay they aren't here, were alone" she starts to walk and I fallow her

After we sat in her room she asks

"is everything okay"

"yea, just wanted to ask how are you" not gonna lie I could asy her the question by just texting but... I just wanted to see her

"wonderful" I don't believe her

"where are your parents" I ask her and her eye shift from mine to flor

"they are celebrating their comeback"

"is your sister at your grandmas"

"no she's celebrating with them" hold on