Warrior underestimated

sufi

Name Sufi
Age: 33
Ethnicity : mixed
Occupation: I cleaned out heys house But I am learning to be a social worker I don't know to be decided

About me:
My name is Sufi I was born in Romania at the age of two I was adopted in Canada but it was two years too late as I was left for dead by my mother who was a rape victim and I was tortured as a child before being adopted at age 2 year 2 months. Everything was good in Canada until I went to Catholic school that's when I ended up being tormented again even more only mentally and verbally and emotionally. I couldn't handle the stress there are some times where I wanted to end it all but I told the people that fuck off excuse my language. I ended up deciding not to hurt myself that there was gonna be some reason for me exhausting. But I ended up coming back from a shitty day at school in the seventh grade I remember them boys were really bad that day was a day in September it was a Tuesday and then what triggered my late onset PTSD was the 911 attacks that happened and I was traumatized already traumatized as it was happening again I thought this was gonna happen again to me. Only physically not just mentally or physically or emotionally. I ended up deciding to go about my life but I am not up hearing something from my mother and nearly burst in my eardrum she said bursting my right eardrum remembering this and she said you have to give back to the world I still was figuring out that when I am 33 years old and I was wondering how to get back to the world was gonna be an artist and a rapper watch I didn't know but I was I know is that I had a reason to live. High school was not that bad but I learned about Islam and became more less interested in the religion it helped me take control of my life at 8:17 when I decided to not be the bully anymore or being bullied one of the two it didn't matter I didn't want to be either I wanted to be in control of my life and I told my mother the second time to fuck off. I was not happy to say that but she had to hear it from me that I didn't care about the bullies or their existence. I excelled in high school and went on to graduate with honours it took me almost 10 to 13 years before I ended up becoming another student again in a college I'm hoping that I find what I'm looking for in life but I don't know. I like tattoos iPhone tattoos fascinating not because I have a high pain tolerance but because they are so beautiful and intricate sometimes I thought of being a tattoo artist making people happy that way but then I ended up deciding I was going to go about writing trying to help that as well but something just wasn't right in my heart. I like astronomy a lot and most of my tattoos are astronomy related even though they're Haram in Islam. I still do the tattoos because I like the idea of being colourful and vibrant. That's just who I am. My thirst for knowledge has started when I was 16 years old when I read my first book not saying that I started to read at age 16 but I actually read my first book I wasn't big on reading as a kid except for horror and I ended up reading other types of books and then in finding out stuff about me and the world around me and I decided I was going to learn more just not just horror. Another thing that I like to do is trick-or-treating even though I'll be doing that for the rest of my life because it's just too fucking fun is trick-or-treating I love Halloween and how fun it is to see the different designs of the pumpkins and the haunted houses is just too much for me to bear sometimes that I enjoy it. I believe there is a good scare and a healthy scare and then there's the fear that comes with the news that isn't so healthy. More on that later. I am a non-binary lesbian I was accepted as lesbian and my favourite constellation of all the 88 constellation is the Big Dipper.

Interests:
astrology, palmistry, tarot and oracle cards, Halloween, photography, Music, spirituality, philosophy, steel tongue drum, as well as tattoo design and getting tattoos myself, piercings, Shamanism, Anything esoteric will

Music:     
I like everything from old country to techno and rap to metal to Horrorcore to anything else in between as well as world will I not listen to is white power bands or stupid gospel social gospel fan or a fan of white power bands my suggest finding another freaking profile to like

Movies:
Bollywood, astronomy documentaries, horror movies, Social issue movies as well as Ghibli anime is pretty good, Siren head movies on YouTube

Tv:
Grey's Anatomy, cobra Kai, Better Call Saul, various Arabic dramas, horror shows, Dr. G medical Examiner, Chicago med, Chinese dramas as well as anything foreign language and I'll watch.

Books:
Worlds most dangerous places, anything by the Dalai Lama, Shake hands with the Devil call mom myself included as an author, as well as I am interested in astronomy and astrology and whatever Esoteric books there are. And let's not for get about owly.

Heroes:
The Dalai Lama, Romeo Dallaire, my brother, and Sirenhead

Fun facts:
Member of the Facebook midnight society
Saw Sirenhead
Has three ear lobes
Two tattoos More coming
mixed race
Likes to stargaze
Urban myths and mythology believer
Non smoker
420 friendly
Pagan

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