One thing I remember and this is when I was in the fourth grade I was sitting on the swing set just swaying in the swing shed and trying to stargaze it was a cloudy night but it was supposed to be soggy. Then I fog rolled in in particular part of my backyard where the dog that I called a patch used to be buried in soon enough I was frozen with fear paralyzed and then I found out that I see the operation of all the form of a black lab. That's when I just saw that was a ghost and I snapped out of my paralysis and ran like the dickens and decided I was going to tell my mother she heard me screaming and said what the Hecks going on. I told her there was a ghost in the backyard the ghost of the dog Jennifer the name Jennifer was the dog. See you anymore leave me and I said well I was a frog and smoke and then an apparition of the dog something I don't usually see all my time. It was really hard wrenching to see my mom and hear my mom and say you don't talk silly that's nonsense try to sell my father still the heart wrenching Rizal don't talk Shelley is there's no such thing as ghosts but there are there was a sword I saw for real and it was the real deal and I was very paranoid the ghost was gonna come back even though the ghost was of a friendly Anthony still it was scary. I ended up deciding to keep my mouth shut for most of my childhood after that whether I saw a ghost or whatever I ended up keeping it to myself keeping everything pent-up and just like going to the bathroom I ended up having to go real bad and ended up having to blow my stack when I blew my stack that was when I am going what is the therapy I told the therapist everything that I saw from the dog aberration she never judge me to the UFOs that my father was calling about one time I don't know why you didn't believe in ghost but then believe in UFOs I was beside the point but anyway I talk to the nurse and I open up very quickly and then pretty soon I opened up to my parents and I told him exactly what I thought about them that they were a pain in my butt and that they have cramp my style and that they ruined more or less my childhood by telling me I talk silly or horrible things. I ended up having to say one time to my mom go fly a kite In other words go F yourself.
And my parents had to take my abuse from my own mouth they didn't like it they rebottle many times and I told him to shut the hell off it's my turn to talk now that they send their opinion which is silly and I told him that they were silly and stupid wasn't my finest moment with my parents but anyway I had to say listen there are ghosts there are these things around that are real and you are stupid enough not to think they're real. So that's why I decided not to be like my parents who are close minded I want to be open minded who knows you could see siren how do you get to whatever cartoon cat you never know what you might see in the night on this case with me Siren head the daytime.
At least some people have to group don't believe me and I say I see something because they also believe in the same thing my parents never never believed in that and I still rag on my not allowing can you speak my mind instead my parents bought my love with toys and video games always trying to spoil me so I wouldn't have to remodel again Sam but I did one day at therapy and that was the final they never said another thing to me again that was negative if I said I saw a ghost they believe me that was a day when I put the gauge the ring in my ear which is the ear expander for the first time and they didn't like that and I said well I'm sorry this is why it's going to be like and yes there are ghosts around and stuff. Something they didn't enjoy hearing and they had to hear it and I said it and it was every second one was the F word I believe which I'm not happy about but I had to tell them exactly how I felt about them controlling ways. They were good people but they didn't know how to parent they were more logic-based than anything else and that kind a ruin that for them. It went after the ear expander incident gays earrings we ended up deciding not to talk for a while I stayed in my room playing my video games I watch the stupid TV and I ended up deciding when I decided I was going to talk to them I talk to them and I told him he listen this is just the way I am and if either take it or leave it and they had to take it they actually said that they except. And that was the final thing and ever since then they haven't bothered me in the least unless I didn't do something Cura wise or if I was doing something that was actually stupid. But if I saw something out of the ordinary or if I was doing something that was fast originally they acknowledged it right away because they ended up being very open minded to me because you're one stupid type of earring. It's kind of sad there an earring how to get in the way and get my parents straight now. Now whenever I say Melanson ghost when I was in my home they believed me and they didn't mark the system. I would hate to say that I'm a control freak but that was basically how I had to do it and then of course I said after that oh yes I also reverted to Islam.
That was a tumultuous time and that was the beginning of my first year of the 12th grade as I said they were kind enough after a while to know that I was under a lot of stress over my childhood that they want me to have a good education and they decided to give me split my 12 year of school free school into two. And they decide that I need a break from education and I actually agreed with them but then they had to bring in the twit named Cassandra who's another story all together.
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Warrior underestimated
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