What up getting my first shot an autographs that the talent night I remember exactly, It was old country songs the kind of country I do like to listen to not the new stuff that the new stuff is more white supremacist I find and I don't like that kind of crap is the new country is white power more less. Do me iPhone the old countries are inclusive two all races and religions and also other orientations whereas the new country is heterall and white and Christian I don't like to be mean but that's why it is and I can't stand it. But the very first autograph I got was from Patty and Albert who were part of the country Hall of Fame and they were not of the white supremacist country crap but I actually old country the old-school good stuff like Nancy Sinatra and Johnny Cash country those are the good country I was listening to and I enjoyed it very much that night. It's the new stuff you have to watch out for but anyway I remember getting their autograph they said they're going to get me one of their free CDs as well as I'm going to have a performing talent night next time when I go with my steel tounge drum. I don't think anyone's gonna ask for my autograph worth the steel Toungedrum Heney anyway I got an autograph an even tell my musician can sense another musician even though I'm a rapper I still Saul at the end of the autographs that said best of luck. That must've meant something really special to me because it was some thing that I framed and I enjoyed it still have it facing my bed so I can go to sleep at night looking at it and enjoying the memories of that night hopefully I can enjoy some more good times on talent noise again and I will be able to perform as well this is not a drill anyone this is a real thing. Yes I did need a country Hall of Famer and his wife as well as getting a lot of grass and might get the CD what I'm also going to frame as well I still have to frame my baseball Autographs as well so that's pretty good I still have to do that and then I'll be memorabilia ready. The baseball game in the talent night or not the only time when I have had autograph signed mine hour had to take pictures taken by celebrities I remember one Susan agluekark, Who was a Inuit singer in a first nation Senior who was very good I love her music told her I loved her music had a picture taken with her this was 10 years ago at this time and then I went to get an autograph as well but then the flood happened three years ago which kind of messed my life and made me a little angry. Because I lost two good autographs but anyway I was able to gain four autographs two from the baseball game the other from the actual concert/talent show.
I still remember getting my picture taken with the framed autographs from the talent night I felt like I got my MD in the state of autograph I was so proud of them I mean.
Yes I knew new tand and car to find if I go to performances and stuff that I try to meet the celebrities in the concert or whatever kind of outing I'm in because I enjoy life enjoy meeting new people I wouldn't have these Golden Sands if it weren't for the bad things that happened yet again in my life.
As one rapper $.50 said in his song album bag for Mercy he said there is no joy without paying no love without hatred so there's something pointy and about that and I say that very much and I know that was a song called many men as an it was very interesting I still listen to that song whenever I feel in the dorms and I tell them without paying the rent no joy. Which is something that I find very honest and true and then I also with Snoop Dogg that he said if you pick up the pieces you'll be tougher than lather that was something I heard and still listen to this time when I didn't and I believe that if you pick up the pieces and take the pain you'll get the joy instead of just hang your enjoy life as well and be tougher than leather I can't do two rappers ideas and mix them together to make him one thing without paying there is no joy and if you don't have the pain you are not tougher than leather.
Which is important for me to think it's important for you to sing to these hip-hop stars or not just blowing the smoke or blown hard air just to say stupid stuff they actually do mean stuff that's important like without pain there is no joy Mira member there was a Ja Rule album called love is pain which is also poignant because love can be painful at times if you let it be but then I can be joyous to if you want to be again the 50 Cent thing. So I believe that these musicians even the metal musicians like old tap Samaya and others are pretty good at talking about was important in life trying to call been trying to help heal yourself and try to be tougher than leather is really important for me to display those in the story that is my story that I'm gonna tell you that it is not over with Jesse and I still have a few more chapters to go. Not Smith figuratively but also really I am not going to let anything I'm gonna be tougher than leather whether anyone likes it or not not everyone likes leather some new. Try to think about this one for a second is it not everyone likes everyone not everyone way to everything so it's important to be to each their own way tougher than leather even though if you don't wear the garment. I find that is important to be very truthful as well and very creative so that's why I'm writing a story to tell you about my little life of mine the life of Sufi who is Sophie Mustafa now Sufi Nelson. Who won back to being Sufi Mustafa I'm back to being Susie Mustafah now because of the dream I had a lucid dream of the prophet peace be upon him. So I decided to go back to the Mustafa. But that's one thing that I find is true to me.
I remember reading about Mustafa for me one of the 99 names of Mohammed peace be upon him again that it means chosen one in Arabic. Something that I believe I was chosen for some good reason for helping other people and to help other people be themselves as well as to be in the safe zone and sometimes to get out of the safe zone if they need to.
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Warrior underestimated
Non-FictionI have been underestimated by doctors many times in my life as well as by other people because of my ethnicity, Orientation and also my disabilities particularly PTSD as I was born in a war zone this is my starred on my life this is the life that I...