Warrior underestimated

the tower

When I was a young girl I used to like to look at my father's magazines whether they be G rated or otherwise I always looked at his magazines. I know I looked at his a smudy stuff a couple of times and I didn't really like that too much I was like what the hell is there is there anyway soon I got rid of the smut and I ended up looking at his National Geographic and I should are in Vernon Lee learning about my ancestors the first time was the mother Mongolians and I was in ninth grade and I was learning about the Mongolians in National Geographic that's one smut was taken out of the house.   Then it was a different Stansly Kazakhstan Uzbekistan stuff and then there is the Uighurs that I pricked my interest as well. 
One magazine which was the National Geographic 2005 January or February edition about the Han dynasty that really got my brains juices flowing. This is why I I wanted to find out more about my ancestry list of those magazines but anyway Honda honesty and I read about Xinjiang China in it and that There was this beacon tower /watch tower that was directions to Han dynasty it had a very esoteric and very surreal lock to watch some people and say it looks like a piece of mail and out of me but it didn't look like that to me it looks like a art piece that yeah our nature made. Instead I kept staring at it until I ended up drying out on time in the 1230 when I started drawing it I ended up for screwing up a couple of times and then ended up actually getting to memorize every nook and cranny of this particular beacon tower.   It was the kuqa beacon tower, or Karakigil Beacon towers in Kuqa (Kutcha) show me John China it's very interesting to see I always am very interested in looking at it it was part of the great wall at one point but was used as a fire be contour fire water tower. OK watch out for people that have no and good intentions for China at the time I don't really like China now but I do like his people and his culture and that particular Beacon tower here is where the Uighurs live and that's where I'm starting to learn more about my ancestors inadvertently meaning by accident. Before I ended up doing a DNA test I ended up crashing my heritage down from two places the Uighurs and the Tibetans. And the other places in between Bucharest and Peking China so therefore it was very interesting to see that I was Mongolian that's why again the other day I wrecked my darn razor and was not happy about it but that's beside the point I have to stop harping on that anyway I will keep reading up on these places along the silk road in a long there's the northern silk road where the tower is in there is a southern silk road and then yes where Kabul Afghanistan is branches is the spice Road which is very interesting to India. The only kind of spices I can handle are the Indian spices I cannot handle Latin spices they burn my tongue to hell so I cannot have any spicy Latin food instead I can have suicide wings if I  pace myself, Or hot wings if I pace myself as the only meat all he is particularly chicken wings and chicken fried rice some beef burgers and a lot of fish I don't really very much of the barny yard but anyway yes I am was able to go through the silk roads and the spice Road and notice where my ancestors were coming from everywhere I see more is coming and then I was like that's why I look a certain way this is why I act a certain way while I have flesh expanders in my ears.  Instruction why I'm such a strong person and also why I am so flexible. So I ended up warning that's why I decided I was going to go for the DNA Tash few years later after that when I found out I had some Arab been me one test it was a facial composition test in certain there is Asian black and Arab as well as white.  It was the black part that got me pregnant for the DNA test and want me to send in my spirit. I did another DNA test an actual other DNA test called my ancestry or my true ancestry and found out that I have Nubian in me as well that's why I like piercings other than the Asian part of me. I don't want to stereotype but I guess that's why I like rap music sometimes the Nubian. I don't wanna stereotype but that's what it is basically is there a instinctively like hip-hop and rap as well as This.  So I was even more of a rainbow than I even expecting to me I was more or less wizard of oz on feet.  The only thing I am missing in my DNA map and I don't really need our African-American which I already have the African part the Latino or Native American but I am close to Native American I am Siberian eastern Siberian next to the land bridge I was there decision away from being a full Canadian from being full Canadian. As an indigenous and having a free education and a good culture here instead of having a con Carney of different cultures. That said I guess why I was interested in the different indigenous cultures of North America because I was also very close to being indigenous I was just a decision away except that one ancestor decided to go west to Europe instead of east to Canada. So that was just a very interesting titbit but the tower I swear to God that tower that I keep seeing in and I always look it up when I want to look at it is very beautiful in Xinjiang and I wonder if it's still around if it is I would go and see it in a heartbeat. There's a couple of places in Asia I wanna go that might not pertain to my DNA like Cambodia I can that's not in my DNA but I will go to Cambodian to see you what is it called island Angkor Wat that was one that I want to see and Japan in Korea and some of China that I'm not related to but I would obviously see this Beacon Tower in the Sinkiang that I've been meaning to see since the 10th grade. If there is something about bareness of the Taklamakan desert and the beauty of the tower in the surreal Nazareth and the lighting of it that really got through to me that I had to see this tower. That I love having past life flashbacks from these guessing the tower every time I looked at that particular magazine. It's very interesting word a picture can do and it can cause a reaction in so many ways that it'll cause you to have passed away flashbacks not PTSD flashbacks past life thousand reincarnational rebirth. The Hindus call reincarnation the Buddhist call it rebirth.  That's why I'm so interested in these different religions because I finally find I take something from the hand something from the Buddhist or something from the Muslims and I borrow from them to help me with my PTSD and help me with my problems and I become a mystic in a way........ I guess that's why I took to Reiki and the New Age stuff to duck to water.