Warrior underestimated

humanity

You're probably wondering why I started with Winston Churchill's all the humanity because this is gonna be the really bastardy part of my story my beginning the genesis of my life and the genesis of my PTSD. The picture of them all. OK idiot number one name Tintin Mustafa ended up getting raped by my idiot number two father who had good hands always go to his hands apparently and then she gave birth to me didn't wanna have anything to do with me a quarter in my friends and family and I can tell she didn't really want very much to do with me because she supposedly "" gave me up for adoption but was more or less leaving me for dad because I was a product of rape. She hated my God and she wanted nothing more with me except for me to be shipped off to an orphanage if that is if I survive the first day on a cold table. Then the shit really started to hit the fan when I was pulling in the orphanage when I was there I was 30 kids to a room and more or less 30 brats to a room. All screaming and yelling all yelling and screaming in your name and throwing shit around and other gross stuff. It was during the chucheschu reign of the idiot country I call Romania. Again don't ask me how to spell is that jack ass his name because I'm telling you he was horrible. He had an obsession with trying to make the country like China with so many damn children it wasn't even funny regularly he liked boys so he can get them in the secret police that's what I was told but my memory was shit being thrown around rats in a room 30 of them screaming at me and I'm probably was screaming at them too. But then the hard part was the idiots dictator ended up being overthrown and then why don't you have a Civil War if I remember my worlds most dangerous places by Robert Young Powlton that usually these things invite terrorists particularly Islamic terrorists are just terrorist in general who wanna start up even more of a shit show.
And for me they started a shit show even more so for me than anything else they were causing a lot of problems in my birth country ruining everything and I know who they were they were Al-Qaeda. My least favourite people in the world the real idiot so I find. Why do I say the radiance because if you hurt a woman or child you're a fucking idiot to me nothing more than a clown why should I be afraid of you. But I was afraid of them when I was a baby because this is what they were doing to me and I'm sorry I'm gonna have to say trigger warning......... torture
They did everything from waterboarding stress positions to starvation isolation cold and hot and as far as pulling out fingernails and sleep deprivation I was not a happy kid and soon I ended up being having my hair yanked out and you name it it was the worst thing on the planet. I know this is disturbing but I have to tell you what these fucktard's dead to me and these Al-Qaeda fuckers. I was not happy and I'm sorry to use this kind of language but and tell you what they did to me but that's what they did and they probably did more I'm pretty sure I can feel a sensation that I'd rather not feel. That means I may have done more than just the typical torture stuff but that I'll never know for sure I do remember being water boarded and being left in very odd positions a.k.a. stress positions and being isolated and starved until I was nearly dead and then of course it was sleep deprivation they were they were using that to piss me off in other words torture. And I was just newborn until I was two years two months.
Find the time I was adopted and I say it was two years too month too fucking late I added up the siding yeah I was gonna have a the pain tolerance even though I was a tar or at the time of a nice degree black belt because I was anticipating nothing but pain so you may as well pucker up. And then I was adopted in Canada.. My parents had a fight with my two idiots says I call my birth parents I don't know about my birth father if he was mine or not but still had a fight with that jack ass to. In the next thing you know I ended up having my records destroyed not just by the terrorists but also by the fucking authorities so my parents can adopt me and my name which was Sufi Mustafa was destroyed that was my birth certificate and then put an ashtray and burned. Then they were able to get me in to the airport and then I was thought I was Scott free. Why it wasn't like that the pain still continued why because I had to get my fucking shots. Like any other kid I didn't like getting a needle. And I was it the usual three-year-old to 18-year-old response to getting a flu shot or whatever you needed to get in the school it was just a pain in my shoulder and I didn't pucker for that sucker. Because I thought I was safer in that country and then soon enough when I was able to learn how to talk and walk and I was a little delayed at the time because of the freaking torture I ended up being pulled in to get this and this is the most stupid thing I've ever been put in new was daycare. I thought I was being a Bandan and that the terrorists were going to come back to haunt me and torture me again so I ended up going into survival mode and beating up most of the kids and taking their food. This kind of abuse lash until I was at least nine years old and I said I have had it. But anyway I didn't was not very like in daycare and then I found out the most stupidest thing why I was putting the daycare......... Social skills to help me build social skills for school and it took me six years do you get it through my parents thick heads that this was not her way of trying to teach social skills in fact this is a way of making a criminal out of your daughter. It took so many times that they had to say oh she had a pissy day at kindergarten she had a pissy day at this program and then that was the end of that and I just had to go to school. But it was a very horrible experience for me I remember punching one kid in kindergarten I was dress for years older at the time in the nose breaking his nose the blood was gushing and he was because he was taking one of my fucking cookies. Yes I was that strong and it didn't hurt my little fast when I was that age to go after another kitty was eating my candies or my cookies. So I decided my pain tolerance was more than that of a horse or a 90 Dan black belt and I was wondering why.
I still consider daycare to be kiddy prison or a kiddy Guantánamo to me because of why I was thrown in there and the approximation of when I was adopted made a Canadian citizen and then turned into daycare and I was freaked out shit less. I was not a very happy camper until I was around 13. It was just a sound on the goddamn daycare was reminiscing of that of the orphanage except I was not being tortured but I was in survival mode so I just was anyone who looked at my food got the fast. And I was as far as I can and I was very underweight and very supposed to be very weak and very stupid but I wasn't. So it didn't turn out the way the doctors want it to turn out me being very weak and very yeah damn let's put it that way. Instead I was just a slow process it took me 33 years to get to where I wanted in life. But the weak part I learned and taught them that I was not weak and then I saw the doctors were dumbasses. And when was in grade can I found out that doctor just one more than the masses they were horrible human beings.