Warrior underestimated

beacon if hope

Like the Beacon Tower Instant Jones China that was left over from the Honda Esty I am still a beacon of hope and he had a be kind of danger it depends on how you see me if you want I can be a beacon of hope usually I am a beacon of hope but I do worn people of things that to come. Usually it's not enemies or anything but it's just bad times I warn people about as far as being a beacon of hope I try to be again a decent human being and a nice person. And I succeed in doing that usually I am very unique and creative and polite. Something that is very rare in these days and people look at me and they say that's a rare person usually in their own eyes they don't sometimes saying there's some idiots that do snicker at me and laugh and I tell them to fly a kite more Lassana polite terminologies for half off. So instead I decide I decide not to get angry I decided to take it up with karma instead and karma deals with it instead of me and my temper that's what I do. And it's a very rare thing to see someone still believe in karma and still trying to be head above water I mean.  There's not very many levelheaded people these days are some that are still there but it's a rare find a find someone who is nice and levelheaded down to earth and decent. Something that you don't see every day these days now you just see people with blonde hair blue eyes and big anatomies for girls and forgot his muscles and short hair usually is not the authentic locks and everyone looks for it's a word what iPhone is that I every time I talk to someone they say well I'm glad I've met you you've been a breath of fresh air and me paraphrasing that fear. I am that a beacon of hope somebody who has been through a lot of rough times but still stays who they are something you don't see every day usually usually begins or warnings instead or nothing at all in this fathers society in this society is not very moral these days they allow kids to go on the street and be criminals and stuff instead of teaching them to be in school and stay in school I stayed in the school even though it was at the skin of my teeth and I went with all honors. Even though I had to take a 10 year break or 13 year break from the school life I still start find my Gonzales stayed who I was to begin with. It's not very often you find someone who will go around with pink hair purple hair whatever mohawk pixie cut whatever is not something you see or someone with their natural hair color. If you if you're lucky enough. Instead you find a Lotta Britney Spears look-alikes and a lot of Kenndall look-alikes ken dolls as in the canon Barbies you don't see very many yeah Marilyn Manson's or very many people that are going to be themselves and say what they have to say I find that we shouldn't be after people like Marilyn Manson or the Insane Clown Posse instead I think we are being more compassionate to them because you're just trying to say what really is what we're supposed to be so there are more of a beacon of hope than you think because they actually reach out to the people that are at risk and tell them be yourself do what you have to do and go about life and enjoy life that's what I find with Marilyn Manson in the insane clown posse in boondocks is that that's what it is beer shelf stick to your guns stand up for yourself follow your passions and enjoy life. This is something that we don't see every day anymore and I find if I see a goth person or an email or a punk person I am very lucky because everyone looks the friggin same usually and they is really getting to be a boring world there's not very many gods pongs email or seen people there's not very many people who are ethnic anymore they all look the same blonde and is pretty sad and the people who stick out who dare they stick out usually are the ones that suffer like I have suffered plenty of times but I have stuck with my guns and stayed with what I believed in and what I was interested in in the first place never really Strang from the six year old kid that I was only just more mature and more adult like but still having the same interests having fun doing astronomy learning reading writing art photography music and stuff you know the drill. So it's just a sensor you have to have a sense of self you have to have a good mother and father something some people don't usually have these days I've had a wonderful pair of adoptive parents who taught me to be myself and stick to my guns and be stubborn as hell. Did we always get along no especially me and my father we used to yell at each other but that's beside the point they told me what was the good in the world and that's that something you don't see every day with people like you see most people of broken homes over there with divorced parents usually pretty sad or they're in the system or something it's not fun for this person born in this case with me I was lucky enough to find and I'm not trying to rub it and find the right parents I have mentioned many times to my parents they annoy me they were the ones that I chose to be my parents the birthparents idiots one and two were only chosen for physical attributes my physical strength and physical endurance and flexibility. In other words I have the ability to pick and choose who is going to be my parents I've heard of this with Manny spiritually Give people usually with people who have been on the spectrum are usually a very sensitive and a spiritual way and are very clairvoyant or psychic and they in this case with me I'm still on the spectrum even though I have PTSD I still believe that these abilities I have like I'm an empath and a clairvoyant and a light worker because I  on I am on the spectrum..... this might sound silly you're out of Farah Farah sure out of Stephen kings dream catcher but these we got these people like me who are very spiritually gifted I was always told and I knew when there was an asshole around the corner or a good person around the corner or if someone was having a good day or bad day or if they were in pain or if they were happy or whatever an empath and I was able to see the people that were from the other side of the spiritual curtain in my dreams usually so that made me clairvoyant. And I consider myself a light worker a beacon of hope as well because I say beer shall be who you are if you see something like a ghost or whatever just say so if someone says you're crazy it's on them they're the crazy ones not you that's what I learned over my 33 years of living on this sphere. And there is a truth if someone calls you crazy or a spaz out or the r world it's on now The,not you.  Like the Beacon Tower in Cintron China leftover to rock I was now a beautiful something surreal and beautiful something that people come to see and admire now just like the Kucha Beacon Tower. Unique different surreal beautiful a beacon of hope not just a beacon of warning.