I am the girl with the pink hair that usually she not bottle pink Mark Twain paying because I'm tired of waiting on toxic chemicals I'm also sick and tired of toxic emotions I've had mixed emotions all my wife I'm the pink hair girl. Do I need this for a tension no I do this to sell express myself and to express my uniqueness in life just like my tattoos and piercings I'm not meant to say oh look at me I'm tattooed and pierced look at me and I I'm just here trying to exist and trying to express myself in my own way it's called freedom of expression is in the chart of rights and freedoms very much so and even in the UN and progressi and freedoms that you should be able to enjoy the freedom of expression to an extent unless you go wrong with assuming hateful stuff on your body like white stuff like white supremacist staff or some but if not it's not offending or hateful then go ahead express yourself as is but do stay within the law I like to believe that I am the pitta me of freedom of speech and freedom of expression. Why because I decide I'm gonna wear what I'm gonna wear how I'm gonna wear it what tattoo I'm going to get what type of tattoo what design and maybe even how many piercings I get but I'm just gonna go with three because as much prettier than 1001 piercings. That's what I think it more is not always more less is more sometimes so I will be going around with salmon roll in two nostril piercing on one side of my nose and I am a new role that would be the size and if I get piercings and even after I even have three earlobes. Three earlobes from a gauging incident that I experienced one time what happened was the earring slipped out of my ear one night after a good nights sleep I found out my ear was split I said I'm not going to fix it there's no fixing it because there's nothing to fix it's who I am to begin with. When I started talking to my brother he said well maybe you should see a plastic surgeon and I said I'll be yours pure and simple told it's not going anywhere or you either one drive you nuts and you go out of the mental hospital or I find another brother either way it's not going away and then my bright and dark really got annoying my doctor and she said oh you I see you have three earlobe do you want them returning the one I said hell no and she said well there is still the option of plastic surgery and I said that's for perfectionist and burn victims and people actually need it I don't need it over to some thing that really is nothing wrong to begin with except three earlobes it something I would put in my profile on plant penpal world as a fun fact I have three-year-olds how many people have three or Lowe's in Lassens natural not very many. So right to me beauty is not really something that society should monitor is for you to enjoy you to express yourself the way you sure should express yourself the way you should and only the way you should you shouldn't try to fit in and try to assimilate or anything else for yourself you what your culture is do you want your nosology is a religion and be who you are don't go around calling to be something you're not just to be beautiful or less to be westernized. I'm a Sufi mistake as well as a Shamaness Lake person as well as middle of a Muslim that's my religion on my Sufi mystic shaman and a teensy bit of Muslim that's what I am and that's what I am to be getting with us how are you starting life – how are you will and then life at age 115 hopefully if not 115 at least a decent enough Asia ISA wow I had a hell of a good life.
I am not going to find the love of my life lol do I really care because in fact romance doesn't mean very much when you can be just friends and I've been told that many times and I have indoctrinated that then I decide if I go on a dating site I say I'm looking for friends only that shit if anything else happens then fine but I'm happy just being friends I don't have to reproduce in order to be happy or healthy. And I know that for a fact. So it's more quality and quantity or the perks in life it's more quality.
I also believe that life is not just about learning but also about enjoying yourself and having a good time you rated style having reading a good book having a good conversation riding stargazing whatever you do that's G rated and fine you don't have to be X-rated or me producing children in order to be happy and if you can find a maid that's fine with you but I can't I'll never be able to because of that guy in high school and I don't really care at this point in my life because I rather be friends with people instead of being an idiot and try to date someone and get my heart broken get in your funk and snap at people. I used to have an indigenous indigenous name in a literacy class I don't know why I was in the literacy class but anyway I was called Sufi snapping turtle. Meaning that they compare me to the snapping turtle I call that my first nation's name because it sounds got to ring to it snapping turtle and it's true sometimes I do snap at people so but anyway I'd rather not snap too much at people and date instead I'd rather be friends and the snapping turtle that only snaps so I didn't eat. I've lived a good 33 years of my life this is noble and I have enjoyed it so far what are we have an extra I don't know but I'll find out when the time comes. This is my first 33 years of my life in a nutshell and this is basically what is my first my first masterpiece not just as a book or a diary or a painting or drawing or tattoo but as my life is not perfect but it's where it is. I am enjoying my life exactly as it is the way it should be the way God intended me to enjoy life little bit of a Lonewolf but with some friends. And I thirst for knowledge That is unquantichable. I can drink manage drinks that are nonalcoholic I don't believe in alcoholic drinks but I do believe in drinking knowledge it as much as and getting drunk off knowledge that's what I think and I find it's more important to be enjoying life is life's too short to be pissed off all the time I remember hearing from the movie American history X. Sorry for the spoiler
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Warrior underestimated
Non-FictionI have been underestimated by doctors many times in my life as well as by other people because of my ethnicity, Orientation and also my disabilities particularly PTSD as I was born in a war zone this is my starred on my life this is the life that I...