Warrior underestimated

tattoos

What lot me and the tattoo design was the fact that I got a book called Grax the journal I still remember getting wrecked this journal. I couldn't find it in my way to destroy it but I ended up racking it by creating tattoos or tattoo designs that I might think of having done on my body. Why do I like tattoos so much while because my father Got me interested in them with these rub off tattoos when I was a kid and I hated when they got robbed off in the shower so I just saw it one day I was going to get a tattoo one day but I've heard horror stories all you would get the worst tattoo imaginable you wouldn't be able to get the right artist or you get a blood-borne pathogen again the doctor is discouraging you but really if you go to a clean place and research the artist that you get what you want on your skin without any hassle. The same thing with piercings as well. I have a passion for that since I was five years old since I saw my first eyebrow ring I was like wow. And then it graduated to tattoos. I even stretched my earlobes to the point where one of them split now I have three earlobes which I'm going to have pierced one normal year lol wants to split earlobes are one split here lol making to earlobes. I am not ashamed of that in the least. And I tattoo I don't tattoo myself or do tattoos on other people but I do design tattoos for people and for myself as well and I keep a portfolio of my artwork. Sometimes the drawing does not turn out as well as the tattoo so sometimes I have friends to create a tattoo for me if they're good at artwork that is. Like I got one girl to create a wonderful tattoo that has fidelity bravery and integrity on it and it's an STEM design as well which is good because I am more Sciency than anything else but I am spiritual as well I don't believe that you have to not have tattoos but you have to express yourself somehow someway. This is why tattoos are important to me they're not because of my ancestors by because they're the fact that they're they're like so many people said about mount Everest why do we climb at because it's there why do I get tattoos why because there are there in the first place here in case there and I am able to draw out the design and have the artist put it on my skin. It's the best thing in the world if you are not afraid of needles I've never flinched with the needles since I was six years old. And I have a very high pain haulance out of a zombie or a horse or tail. Because of what happened to me as a baby I have more cannabinoids than anything else and that makes me stronger and more able to withstand pain. When I go seeking out pain no because I'm not a masochist but I just if it in valves pain I'll pucker up buttercup and take it as a woman and just breathe through it and go and get a tattoo or piercing.   To me tattoos are your way of showing your autobiography if you cannot write or refuse to write or is just the way of being a human art gallery either way it's a beautiful thing to me and I would rather do that instead of be bare back. it's important to express yourself somehow and to me tattoos and piercings are how I do it as well as writing I design my own tattoos or have a friend design my tattoos one of the other I decide what goes on my body not the artist the artist dress enhance what I say what I want in the first place.
To me when I got my first tattoo I got control of my life right away and control my PTSDI wouldn't suggest that the high pain tolerance and a tattoo needle would be the best way to do it but you have to find an outlet and a creative outlet to help yourself through the rough times and sometimes creating tattoos to me is the best way to say this is who I am and who I will be and will always be in the first place.
To me tattoos are nothing more than a passport or an ID card they just state who you are as a person on the inside that's what I think about tattoos. That's why I'm more less obsessed with them I say that I have had a blood-borne pathogen what I call is I want to tattoo again That's the blood-borne pathogen that I got that weren't in my brain is called I want to tattoo again iOS. And it's not curable except for I getting another tattoo it's not the usual blood-borne pathogen that you have to watch out when you get a tattoo is this tattoo fever where you're interested in it and you enjoy the idea of tattoos. That's basically was my childhood one I got my first rub off tattoo and that's when I started going nuts.
Now I have four ink babies two on each middle finger and two on each charm and I'm very happy to say that they're my ink babies. I called my ink babies because it is the closest thing to my chip children that I have children that I always have because I created them in the first place other than my other in babies which are my books.
Either or four I'm always steeped in and whether it be with tattoos or piercings or with writing I create through ink and only through and will I create beer anchor on a paper through a book or anchor in my scan it's who I am I still remember my mother saying that I can get a tattoo one day And then she said I can get as many as I want and I was like who the hell are you and what did you do to my mother that's why thought me sparked in the tattoo hunting in the first place. I still remember that that was 2019 just before that stupid soccer ball fast of a pandemic started. Why do I call it a soccer ball fast because of the stupid Covid particles look like soccer balls with crowns on them why would I like to pop a soccer ball. literally.