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I remember asking if my mother my adoptive mother was my birth mother and she said no that the woman who go to Cine was way in Eastern Europe near the Middle East. I was shocked and then she said it was also Warzone that I was and I was shocked even more but it explain a lot of my hatred with balloons and smoke alarms certain types of meat and certain taste and smells. Not that my brain blocked out any of what happened to me as a baby but this is what she told me of her side of the story.
Oh she was going to sleep all night that's as usual and she had a lucid dream were an angel and I'm pretty sure it was Gabriel was going around telling her there was a girl in Romania that needed some help the angel actually said that from its mouth or his or her mouth Gabriel and said that you have to raise his child and help this child. And I wanted one angel Moron Gabriel and kill I grew older and I started being 30 years old and I started having prophecies on my own some people still think I'm a little lulu about the prophecies but that's beside the point one time I talked to my mom on the phone was in them it was in the middle of the night so it was dark so I was just telling her about a good dream I had and then my whole room light up with a white light this is one time and I figured it was Gabriel every time I turned around away from the source of the light it would come back on as if it was someone's flipping a switch but no switches were being flipped and there was no one in my room except me. So that was a sign of the angel that my mother was talking about was Gabriel that was giving her acknowledgement of my existence and telling me to come for me and help me. That it was the first year the first person that ever help me in my life everyone else outside of my shower in my childhood never really helped me except for when I moved out of my house that's when I really got the help I needed do I think the people at my place have angels telling them that I am coming around now but I know my mother had that dream. And I'm always whippersnapper I'm always smart sometimes I do stupid stuff but I do I do make up for it in the end and I always make sure I MoveOn from the stupidity there is more to it than that you have to be more of an action person than a word person I find. That's what I think and that it's important to go around not judging people for their abilities or whatever. If I saw someone ragging on my friends I would completely go werewolf on them and tell him to buzz off and that would be the polite way of saying it because I don't like people who attack people with disabilities it's not right iPhone I find that anyone who goes after someone with PTSD or whatever disability there is gas a knuckle sandwich in their mouth. That's the only time and I'm not peace loving used in the very peace loving person and I'm very honest and caring but if you don't check yourself before you wreck yourself and you ruined my day or my friends do you have a problem that's basically it.
I follow this cold as well the Moshito cold and that means if anyone messes with anyone that they should me have no business telling off like people with disabilities or people with whatever problem they might have well let's just say that person who's mean gets the business from me and they get two middle fingers from me that's the way it goes. Because I don't believe in picking on someone who you who cannot defend them selves or verbalize for themselves in fact I think it's important not to be judge mental. I've been judged so many times because of my phone disabilities and my own problems that it's not even funny and I despise judge mental people and people that discriminate on other people. There is a saying in the world of the insane clown posse we do not see ability race or religion we just see juggalo.  And we have this sign is called fuck your rebel flag, for the haters and the haters we called seconds. And if we ever go around finding a hater Waze called chicken hunting usually it's by accident chicken hunting with me are usually try to be friends with someone and then they randomly either block me or they are being an a hole and the next thing you know I just saw it I'm going to say OK you're a chicken and that's it no so I go chicken hunting and I usually go chicken hunting on Facebook because that's where the idiots usually are. Not that Facebook is in a good side but it's a sometimes a waste of time sometimes sometimes it's good to store your memories but other than that it's not very useful. So I decided I just post my achievements my selfies and stuff and I said I don't really talk to the people because I never know you might be chicken Huntin me and you might be finding a hater. And I know behind every successful person or successful wicked clown in this case there's always a pack of haters there's always I remember Marilyn Manson saying the value you have is not of the love you have but for the people that John you because you're better than them. That's what I think about this whole situation with cyber bullying on Facebook and stuff that I am worth more than the people that bully me and attacked me or block me randomly for no reason it's not nice but I'm better than them because I don't hide behind a computer and say stupid stuff for the stupid stuff. When you're on the Internet there's an etiquette you don't block people for random reasons phantom reasons more likely and you don't go around spreading hate and you don't show your anatomy to people that don't want to see it particularly people who are not doctors so that's another little no no I've had to tell people is like put it back in where it belongs in it or I cut it off.  
It's called this is what I call safe Internet is my not interacting with these people or minimally interacting with these people unless they're penpals and I'll get started on penpals pretty soon. Penpals or a different story they're more friendly and less likely to be a pain in your.....

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