- Trigger warning.
This has been long over due but I have a story to tell since this was the first book I've written and was proud of something.
I wrote this back in 2014, during the 2014 World Cup in Brazil. I stayed up until four in the morning every day to put out chapters for people. I also was helping my best friend go through a breakup. I was friends with both of them so I didn't take sides.
One night, I got into a heated argument with him and never got to say sorry to him. I was good friends with him for a few years and a few words had ended our friendship. Went into high school and never talked to him because he moved a few times.
Finally graduated high school and about a year later he had messaged me on a social media site that I barely was using at the time so I didn't see it for a long time.
Around this time last year, I learned that the sweet hearted boy I knew in middle school had taken his life. Our friend group had always knew he struggled with depression so we always made sure to check up on him and let him know we were always there for him.
My biggest regret in life was not making up with him and letting him know I'm always there for him. Even if my boyfriend didn't like me talking to other guys, this guy was a friend that was dear to me and I should have been there for him.
After learning about his death, I make sure to check up on my close friends that I haven't been in touch with and let them know I'm always here for them no matter where life has taken us.
Please, if you or anyone you know are struggling, please know there's always someone there for you. Whether it's friends, family or a hotline. You are never alone and please know you are all loved. Please reach out to someone.
I decided to dedicate this story to my friend "M" (I'm not gonna say his actually name) . You were up with me every night encouraging me to keep writing even though you didn't know what I was writing lol. Until one night had changed everything for us. I promise to not hold grudges to anyone because life is too short.
Rest in paradise "M". Gone too soon but I know your doing better up there ❤️
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