Lilith [18+]

The good & the bad

Lilith Azar

Yves is quite entertaining — his tongue gets loose after we have sex, and he discloses secrets about important people. However, I crave to be in Sauv's arms again. After having lunch today, we spent an hour and a half in my closet, picking the proper attire to meet a politician by night. Sauv asked me to model every outfit we put together, and we couldn't help but get distracted once in a while with a couple of kisses and caresses.

"Merci Lilith," Yves whispered against my neck as he hungrily kissed my flesh. "Je ne veux pas que tu t'en ailles..." his hands moved down to grip my buttocks.

(Thank you, Lilith. I don't want you to leave...)

I giggled because his beard was tickling me "Mon cœur, je dois partir avant l'aube - tu connais les règles."

(Sweetheart, I must leave before sunrise — you know the rules.)

Yves groaned as he pulled away, looking at me with lost-puppy eyes "I've never desired someone as I desire you, Lilith," his eyes diverted to my lips. "You're all I think about, even when I shouldn't."

"The forbidden things are the ones we are most attracted to, dear," I pecked his lips. "I wish I didn't have to leave," that's a lie, "but I must, handsome."

The man nodded with a pout "Will I see you in two days?"

"Of course you will, dear," I pecked his lips again. "Cheers," I winked before getting out of his grip and finally exiting the townhouse.

I rushed to my car, thinking about Sauv; I'm desperate to return to him. It's three in the morning, and I'm hoping he was able to stay awake — I want to make him smile before we go to sleep.

The entire drive back home, I was anxious to hear his voice again and feel his touch again. I hadn't felt this kind of infatuation since I was fourteen years old, and it's magical to have such raw emotions for someone else. This has shown me that what I felt for Benoit wasn't as strong as I thought it was; I did crave his company and touch, but not in such a passionate way.

Back in my building, I rushed upstairs with my heels hanging from my fingers, and as soon as I was inside my home, I spotted Sauv in the living room.

"My darling," I rushed to him with a grin and straddled him to hug him. "Gosh, you have no idea how much I missed you."

"I missed you as well, beautiful," his arms laced around my waist to hug me close. "I haven't been able to stop thinking about you and how you were."

"Well, I'm here now," I pulled away to look at his handsome face as he smiled up at me. "I need to shower. Will you join me?"

"Of course, I will," Sauv said as he got up on his feet, holding me against his body.

He took us to my bathroom, and there he undressed me with delicacy. I couldn't help but stare at him the entire time, trying to decipher whatever was in his mind as he stayed quiet.

"Sauv?" I said, looking up at him as he massaged the shampoo into my scalp.

"Yes?" He gifted me a soft smile as our eyes met.

I cleared my throat, preparing myself to ask: "Does my job truly not bother you?"

Sauv shook his head "Why would it? You're a grown woman, and what you decide to do for work is none of my business."