The New Boy | #wattys2016

chapter 25

(WARNING: DRUG USAGE/ABUSE)

*DESSIEPOV*

I jerk out of Mike's hold and run down stairs. I can't believe that Kat told Luke and them. UGH!!!!! I hate her but mostly myself because I thought I could trust her. As I walk to my house the anger grows.

When I finally got home I couldn't take it anymore.I ran upstairs to the bathroom and went into the medicine cabinet. I grabbed 3 different bottles and poured a few of each in my hand. I threw them in my mouth and swallowed. I sit there and begin to cry. I feel sick. Before I know it I'm throwing up. Then Calum walks in

" Dessie" he says then I pass out.

*Kat'spov*

I'm laying with Luke in his room when my phone goes off

" hello" I say

" Kat, I'm heading to the hospital... Dessie over dosed and passed out in front of me please come" he says in between tears

"Okay I'm coming.But only for you " I say jumping out of the bed.

" Okay, please stay on the phone" Calum pleads

" Okay, I'm here I'm not leaving.. its going to be alright" I say putting my him on speaker phone so I could get dressed

" Luke get dressed we are going to the hospital" I whisper yell . He nods his head and gets dressed.

" Calum.. I love you" I say

" love you to.... I'm pulling into the emergency room now" he says

" okay well I'm leaving now with Luke" I say grabbing Luke's hand and dragging him to the car.

While we are driving I hear what's the doctors and them are saying. When they finish I say

" Cal we are almost there okay, please calm down" .

"Please hurry Kat, I need you here" he says. I begin to cry myself. Luke grand my hand

"It's s okay" he says.

" Kat.... are you okay?" Calum asks

" yea, it's okay, I'm okay, you're okay, it's all okay" I say. Then I begin to sing I MISS YOU by Blink 182.

When I was done calum didn't speak.

" calum?" I ask

" yea" he says.

" okay... we are coming up to front desk" I say as we enter the hospital. Luke grabbed my hand as he asked the lady what room she was in.

" she's in room 216" the lady says.

" okay... thank you" Luke says as he drags me along.

" Calum, we will be there in a sec" I say

" okay" He says as he hangs up.

As we reached the floor I see Calum. I let go of Luke's hand and run over to Calum and hug him. He begins to cry into my hair.

" why?" he says

" I don't know baby.... I really don't know" I say as I clutch his hair in my hand. Calum continues to cry.

" it's okay, it's okay, we are here now" I say trying to calm him down. As we stand there the doctor comes out.

" family of Dessie Nelson" He says.

"That's us" I say pulling Calum closer and his grip tightening.

" She will be fine, when she leaves we recommend taking her to get help but I'm sorry to inform you that you have lost your baby" He says. Calum looks up and looks at the doctor.

"She was pregnant?" He asks

" yes, babe, she didn't wanna tell anyone yet and she only told me"

he pulls me as close as possible and continues to cry harder.

" thank you doctor" I say.

When the doctor leaves I make Calum look at me. I cup my hand on his cheek and rub my thumb back and forth under his eyes.

" Calum, it's okay I promise" I say. He nods.

" why didn't she tell me? " he asks

" she didn't know how to!! I told Luke and Ashton and she got mad so she said all this stuff to me and hit me then she was sent home and then she did what she did.... its all my fault" I say beginning to cry.

"No, it's not your fault!!! If she had told us then this wouldn't have happened"he says  then he pulls me back to him.

" Luke can you go check on Dessie? I'll stay here with Cal" I say.

"Okay" Luke says. As he walks by he kisses my cheek and walks into the room