♡ 𝙊𝙥𝙥𝙤𝙨𝙞𝙩𝙚𝙨 𝘼𝙩𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩 𝘼𝙙𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝘼𝙜𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙭𝙊𝘾

Chapter Thirty-Three

Anastasia

I cried to  Charlie for what felt like forever telling her what had happened, she comforted me as best as she could while I sobbed, I couldn't hold it in for any longer, it helped a little, not anything what she was saying, but to know at least someone cared for me.

I don't know what's wrong with me.

I truly believe I shouldn't feel this empty. I have to admit I have a lot of self-hate and I know, I know, I can be so mean. But whatever this feeling is, whatever this lonesome, empty and deafening feeling is, I don't think I deserve to feel this bad.

I don't think I deserve that when any light that has the possibility of coming near me, it dims, until all that there is to see from the depths of my mind is utter nothingness. I don't think I should feel this way, I don't believe anyone should, yet here I am.

I finally fell asleep after hours of trying and woke up with a pounding headache.

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After a while Charlie woke up and turned to me, I had been awake for probably an hour now, just staring up at my ceiling.

"How you feeling?" Charlie asked.

"Just great" I answered.

She sighed, "I gotta go soon, modelling, Robert never gives us a break" She lightly laughed.

I turned to her and smiled, "Okay"

After a bit of talking we got up and Charlie got dressed and ready to go.

She gave me a tight hug, "Keep your head up high okay? And know that I love you and I'm here for you always, whenever you need me, I'm a text away"

"I'm so glad I met you Charlie, I love you" I whispered.

I walked downstairs with her to walk her to the door and there Adrien was walking back upstairs from breakfast.

"Annie-" He started before Charlie cut him off.

She turned to him, "Don't even fucking try it Adrien, she's had enough of your shit for one night, I swear to god if you do anything like that again, you don't want to know what'll happen" She spat.

Then she turned to me and smiled, "Bye Annie"

I smiled back, "Bye"

She walked out the door and Adrien turned to me once again he had a frown on his face,  then it just turned into an angry look, the same one, last nights events came crashing back, I turned around and ran up to my room.

I didn't bother to come out of my room all day, I couldn't believe I have to go to school tomorrow and deal with everyone, and Charlie wasn't even going to be there.

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I woke up the next day and groaned, I did not feel like going to school at all, my alarm went off and I didn't care to turn it off until Nathalie came into my room.

"Anastasia, you're going to be late for school" She said.

I didn't reply the first time.

"Anastasia, are you okay?" She asked me.

"Yeah I just don't really feel like going to school today" I replied loud enough for her to hear.

Nathalie stayed for a moment before leaving and closing the door behind her.

She never came in again so I just assumed she asked Gabriel about it and he agreed.

AN: I feel like it's been a while since I've said something here, so hey. I bet none of you were expecting any of that, please don't say you were I'll cry, chapters will get happier, soon :D