I Will Never Fall For My Husband [2013 ver.]

Chapter 8

As usual Del woke me up to go to school. Only this time I didn't felt as bad for going. My friends are going to be there, Aidan, Erin and Clyde, not forgetting my fiancé.

Even though I still feel a little nervous because of what happened with Zack yesterday.

Would he tell the whole school? Will he hate me now? Would he think I am a whore?

I still don't know why I care what he thinks of me after what happened. There's nothing wrong with me and Del living together, or having sex...we get plenty of that.

Damn it.

"Are you alright?" Del looked at me concerned.

"Just a bit tired, didn't get much sleep last night." and it wasn't a total lie.

I kept having nightmares.

"Would you ever tell me who is Mika? And what are your nightmares of?" he asked using my brothers nickname.

"When I'm ready...I will tell you everything." a weak smile forced itself.

"Got to keep building up the trust." he hesitated. "You know I love you, right?"

By now we are at my locker. He already had his things with him. Del looked at me straight in the eyes.

"I know you do. Still feel bad for not-" his finger went across my lips. Then he embraced me in a hug.

"No need to fret over it. I love you enough for the both of us." he murmured against my ear.

Tears came to me, I couldn't seem to stop them. I wish I could make myself love him, forget Zack ever existed. To be happily in love with Del. I clung to him, tightening my grip on his waist.

"Shh." Del soothed me, running soft circles on my back.

After a few moments the traitor tears left.

"I like being this way." I sighed.

"Crying all over me?" he joked.

"No. I like being close to you. Like this. I may not love you...yet, but I sure don't want to ever let go." When I said this I looked up at him.

Del looked happy with what I said. My eyes fell down on his lips. He leaned down and gave me a soft and heartbreaking kiss. So caring and lovingly. He pulled away...both of us sighing.

"I love you." he said and kissed my forehead.

We both walked to English.

Aidan, Clyde and Erin where already at the back saving us both seats.

One look at me and they knew I was crying. Probably my eyes where still red.

"Oh girl what happened to you? Del did you acted stupid?" Erin chastised.

My eyes watered, tears threatened to escape. Del shot her a dead glare. He sat me on his lap and I buried my face on his neck. Tears came out freely. I vaguely heard the teacher ask if I was okay but Del rapidly dismissed him. Still that didn't stop the whispers from the students.

All the while I sobbed. Del once again running soothing circles on my back.

"Honey the bell rang." Del whispered in my ear.

I sat up and rubbed my eyes. Cleared the tears. Del's neck was wet.

"I'm sorry." I said barely whispering.

"Don't worry about it." he pecked my lips. "Let's go."

Del took my hand and we all went to Algebra.