The Emperor and his lover

Chapter 95 | An impossible desire

Feng Zhi was standing far away as his gaze was fixed on someone who was busy talking and laughing without a care. He wanted to look away but he kept staring at Xue Ming who was standing carelessly without any worry about the world busy talking with other guards. They all seem to like him and nowadays, unconsciously Feng Zhi kept thinking about him.

Feng Zhi was standing staring at him when Xue Ming felt an intense gaze on him and he snapped his head meeting his brown eyes. Feng Zhi panicked and quickly looked away while Xue Ming could not help and smile. He excused himself and walked towards him as he stopped in front of him. He greeted him and Feng Zhi greeted him back without daring to look up towards him since he was ashamed. He was caught red-handed while staring at him.

It was starting of the cold winter days. Feng Zhi was wearing thick clothes yet he was still cold. He easily gets cold. His hands were all red due to coldness but that was the least of his concerns at this moment.

'How are you feeling?' Xue Ming asked as he saw him playing with blood-red dry hands like they were the most interesting thing to do right now.

'Fine...how are you?' Feng Zhi replied as he asked him still not looking up towards him. Xue Ming smile as he could not help and get hold of his hand. Feng Zhi was shocked and looked towards him who was holding in his big warm hands and was trying to warm his hands.

'I am fine now since I get to see you.' Xue Ming said and Feng Zhi was stunned as he stares at him who warmly smile at him and Feng Zhi had no idea what came to him as he moved forward and put his lips over Xue Ming. Xue Ming was shocked as he was expecting as soon as Feng Zhi did that stupidity he regretted it. He quickly moved away stunned. Feng Zhi took out his hand from his gripped and turned over to run away but he was caught before he could run away. Xue Ming got hold of him from his waist and pulled him into his arms. Feng Zhi panicked as he tried to get out of his grip.

'Where do you think you are running?' Xue Ming said as he hold of his both hands behind his back and tried to keep Feng Zhi tight in his embrace.

'I am sorry...that was stupidity.' Feng Zhi confessed agitated as he apologised because he thought as a decent man he should apologise.

'Feng Zhi...' Xue Ming softly called out his name but Feng Zhi ignored it as he tried to get out of his grip

'Let go of me...' Feng Zhi begged anxiously as he tried coming out from his hold but Xue Ming only tighten his grip.

'Feng Zhi...' This time Xue Ming called his name loudly and Feng Zhi looked up towards him. As he met his warm eyes, Feng Zhi calmed down a little.

'Come to my room tonight...and this time think carefully before entering my room because it won't be just one night stand...I fucking want you so badly Feng Zhi... and you need to stop running away from me...I will wait for you.' Xue Ming softly confessed as he slowly let go of him and on his words, Feng Zhi was astounded. His heart skipped a beat when Xue Ming bend down and put his lips on his. He softly kissed him as he completed their kiss then turned over and walked off with hopeful eyes.

Huang Dewei had not been feeling very well. His fever had gone down a little bit but he had not completely healed yet. He had been taking time off from work. For the past few days, he had only been inside his room as h rested but he felt stuffed and suffocated; hence, he decided to come out to the garden to get some fresh air. He sat down on the bench and leaned back while closing his eyes. Soon, he fell deep into sleep. The side effect of that magic pill was that it was making him very sleepy.

Xin Ying heard about his condition from the maid and as much as she does not want to come, she felt helpless. She was standing outside his chamber as she was having a debate inside her. She sighed and decided to knock and entered inside but he was nowhere to be found. She looked around his empty room and came out confused thinking about where he could have gone. She roamed around his residence as she entered the garden and found him sleeping on the bench.