Soundtrack to My Nightmares

there is a boy

all my life
for years
through several heartbreaks
all i ever wanted was to be wanted
for someone to care
to see me with different eyes

there is a boy
who once was all mine
he gave me what i wanted
and more.

when i fell on the sidewalk
he was there to pick me back up
when i cried
he was there to dry my tears

but my heart betrayed me
because even though he was perfect
he gave me the greatest gift
everything i could ask for
everything i wanted

i loved him
but not like he wanted.
like i wanted.

and so in the end,
we both got our hearts broken.