Star Wars Episode IV: A New Hope(My Version)

Twenty-Two

Datapad Journal Entry#019: Delvargus Kong Junior

Forgiveness, it is a rare thing that anyone forgives the sins that another commits. No matter the reason, it still happened and as Joey told me at one point during the Mandalorian Wars: "With great power, comes great responsibility." My fiance, Jaina Solo always had difficulties understanding the emotional distance between her and her mother Leia as she was growing up. During the Yuuzhan Vong War, Jaina discovered she had more attributes with her mother than she first thought, resulting in a much closer mother and daughter bond. As Solo became older, many noted she could act like Leia in an instant. She was especially close to her twin brother Jacen, as they shared a really bond in the Force similar to the one between her uncle and mother. She got easily frustrated, but my honeybun was very good at thinking on her feet, and dedicated to finishing whatever she started.

When this stupid and pointless second Civil War started, Solo became more increasingly worried, fearful, and resentful of her twin brother, a marked change from their childhood days of comradeship. She was particularly annoyed over his instant promotion to colonel, a rank she worked years to achieve.

As much as ranks go, I always feared for Jaina's mental state, because the continued losses of family, friends and comrades took a toll on my beautiful Forceful, despite the joys she experiences in the company of me, her family and her close friends such as Kyp Durron, Jagged Fel, and Zekk. She was as determined as ever in order to complete her missions, whether that be hunting down the renegade Alema Rar or training for a fight against Caedus. At one point, she pushed herself to the point where I even thought she was overdoing her preparations, wearing herself out. That worries me deeply. Still, Solo saw herself as the Sword of the Jedi, or I as call her: the Sword of the Force, a lone warrior and the avatar of the Jedi and now Eternal Order, which caused her to maintain an intense workload and keep herself from too many close relationships.

While she valued me, the company of her friends, family, and comrades, Solo told me that she felt like she *had* to deal with Caedus herself, going so far as to seek out her father's nemesis Boba Fett for training in how to defeat Darth Caedus.

My fiance Jaina was known for her steadfast loyalty to both me the Eternal Order, as well as a pragmatic and straightforward approach to problems. She had no problems with circumventing rules she saw as interfering with her true duty. However, I noticed she was also known for having a considerable temper, but was generally reserved about discussing her family or romantic relationships in public. Though Solo was known for speaking her mind, she could also endure difficulty without grumbling, particularly when the greater good of her actions was explained. In private, among her friends and loved ones, she was less reserved about voicing her opinion. As Solo deeply cared about both her friends and family and her commitment to the Eternal Order, I felt through the Force that her most severe internal conflicts were when she was forced to choose between the two.

Personally, I'm not selfish and like everyone else..... We all have to make our own choices.

End journal entry

41 ABY

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