That's Christmas To Me

17. Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas*

Andy, Jacob, Sarah, and I sat at a little diner in town. Andy's hand was on my thigh under the table while Sarah and Jacob laughed, playing a game on their phones.

I sipped on my coffee while Andy watched them. He was comfortable here. He seemed very relaxed.

And tired. He was up early though.

I moved his hand off my thigh and placed it in mine, intertwining our fingers. He smiled and rubbed the back of my hand with his thumb.

"Jeez dad. I've never seen you so in love." Jacob said. I looked up. Andy was smiling.

"Yikes." Andy said in embarrassment. I chuckled.

"Never looked at mom that way."

"Well Aurora and mom are two different people." Andy said.

"I know." Jacob said.

"Besides I mean Rory was my..my first love." Andy said. Sarah awed.

"Ew." Jacob said. Sarah hit his arm. Jacob nudged her and laughed. "I'm kidding."

I chuckled, feeling a little embarrassed myself. I unlinked my hand with Andy's, but he quickly put my hand back.

Andy kissed my temple, making me chuckle. God I hated pda, but I really loved him.

•••

Jacob and Sarah had left. Andy seemed happy to be able to hang out with them.

But now, well now he was giving a gift back for what I gave him earlier.

"Shit...Andy." I whispered as he pounded so hard into me I think I could've split into two.

He stayed quiet, per usual. I let myself relax, trying not to think about the fact that I'm gonna pass out. We're two rounds in already and he didn't give me a break between the two.

And I'm really tired. I didn't wanna tell him though.

"Rory." Andy said. I hummed.

"Rory. Open your eyes." He said while groaning. He never said anything. I opened them.

He smiled at me. I just stared at him. He slowed, furrowing his brows.

"What's wrong?" He asked. No he was edging me and he didn't know.

I held onto the sheets. "Fuck." I whispered.

"Are you okay?"

"You're currently edging me." I said as I fluttered around his cock. He looked down and smiled.

"Sorry." He said as he picked up his pace a little. I was already riding out my third orgasm.

Once Andy knew I was okay he slowed to a stop and pulled out. I closed my eyes again as he moved off of me, and pulled the sheets on me more.

"Rory." He whispered. I looked over at him. He stroked my cheek with his thumb. "You seem off."

I hummed. "I'm okay."

He moved to fully lay down and turned me over to spoon me. I sighed and let it happen.

"What's wrong?" He asked as he got comfortable. I was already extremely comfortable and just wanted to sleep.

I felt his hands trail around my waist.

"I'm just shutting down after the week." I whispered.

He kissed my shoulder. I love his little touches.

I turned over and buried myself in the warmth of his body. He held me close.

"I love you." I whispered.

"I love you more. Get some sleep please." He whispered.

I nodded and laid back in his arms more. I didn't care if we were both naked. I just wanted to be there with him.

•••

"Welcome back young man!" I said as I picked Connor up. Adam shut the door to the house.

"Momma we did so much and I'm gonna be a big brother and we went sledding and Claudia is pregnant and daddy and Claudia are getting married IM SO EXCITED!" He said. I chuckled.

"Oh I'm glad you're excited." I whispered and kissed his head.

"Where's Andy?" He asked.

"Andy is out getting groceries for grandma and grandpa." I said and yawned. I only got an hour of sleep and now I was home at my mom and dads.

Adam came over and sat by us on the couch.

"Hey." He said.

"Hi." I said.

"Where's your mom and dad?"

"Our for dinner with some of their friends. They do it once a week."

"Oh how sweet." Adam said.

Andy walked in with bags of groceries. "Hey! Where's your mom and dad?" He asked. I chuckled.

"Out for dinner." I said. Connor got off of me and ran to Andy to give him a hug. Andy picked him up after setting down the groceries.

"Hey bud." Andy said. Connor giggled.

"Did you two eat?" I asked Adam.

"Yeah. I picked up fast food for us. Connors request." 

"I see." I said. Adam chuckled. Connor was touching Andy's beard.

"How did meeting Andy's son go?" Adam said.

"Not how I expected. I think his ex wife is a stalker and hates me. But his son and his sons girlfriend are both sweet." I whispered. 

"Stalker...?"

"As in she has information on our family because of Google and everything." I said. Adam shifted.

"You serious?" He asked. I nodded. I was stressed from it but I didn't wanna scare Andy or Adam. I mean Adam was going back to work tomorrow. He was leaving tonight.

"It's fine though. She's harmless" I said.

Adam rubbed my back. "Suppose I should go get packed." He said.

I nodded and smiled softly. He got up and went to the bedroom.

•••

"Go give dad a hug." I said to Connor. He raced out to Adams car and gave him the biggest hug. I smiled from the porch.

Andy was back home. My parents were inside, already had said their goodbyes.

Adam came over and hugged me. I hugged him back.

I will always love him. Always. Even if it's not romantic anymore.

"Bye." He said softly. I smiled.

"Bye. I'll see you after new years." I said.

"Good. Connor bear you better have so much to tell me."

"I will!" He said. "I love you daddy."

"I love you too buddy." He said. He kissed Connor's head and then mine.

"Bye." I said.

"Bye dad." Connor said. Adam waved before pulling out of the driveway.