Mistakes • AFI (Currently Rewriting)

Chapter 12- Mistake one

Trigger warning: SA, Abuse

---Melodys pov---

"What the fuck is your problem Ethan" I  asked once he had stopped dragging me through the house. I had entered the house to grab the buns for the burger and not even a minute after find them I had to follow Ethan to where ever we are.

"Why did you invite Ashton and why were you blushing" He asked turning around. I just sighed. I wanted to tell it wasn't me and that it was his Mum. I also wanted to tell him that Ashton was flirting with me as a joke but I held my tongue and stayed silent.

"You know staying silent only makes me more mad" He pointed out before tightening his grip on my arm. I wanted   to tell him he was hurting me but I knew it could make it worse.

"Then what would you like me to say? Your own Mum, the person who hated me invited them all here. Calum made a joke about the two of us is that what you wanted to hear" I screamed in his face. There was more I could have screamed but I stopped myself when I saw his angry look in his eyes.

"Don't raise your fucking voice at me! I'm the one trying to fix what we once had"

"You can't fix what is already broken for fuck sake Ethan. No amount of couples therapy, dates and fucking glue can fix what you bro-"

Ethan then shoved me against a wall and stood in front of me. His hands were fists and his eyes looked like they were filled with anger.

"At least I didn't sleep with Ashton fucking Irwin"

"I didn't. You slept with his ex girlfriend for some fucking reason you never fucking told me" I screamed back. My anger replacing the fear I once felt as i stood my ground.

"Your acting like your Mum" Ethan spat back. My hand quickly tightened into a fist cause I wanted to punch him right their. But I held back.

"Don't bring m-"

"Why not. You always say your so different than each other but your actually so similar"

"W-What do you mean" I asked as my head began to fill with thoughts. Dark thoughts.

You always knew deep down their was more than just your music teacher you and your Mum bonded with.

"My dad and her had a affair the first week after he got married. That's why my Mum has always hated her and you... cause you look so much like her"

"That's not a similarity Ethan t-"

"I wasn't finished. Did you never realise how secretive I was before we started dating" He asked as I shook my head. I never knew he was secretive. Yes he would travel from London to LA most of the time but that's not weird.

"Tiffany wasn't a one time thing. We had actually dated before"

My eyes widen at the words 'dated before'. Were Tiffany and him... did they... was I actually the same as my Mum?

"Its seems you finally saw the similarity" He chuckled as I slowly started to slid down the wall. My Mum and Mr Haynes had a affair one time and I... I slept with someone who was dating someone else.

"Don't start crying now Mels. The fun is just getting started" Ethan said before helping me back up. I didn't react to the cold touch of his hands or the way they wrapped around my waist. I didn't react to the cold touch of his lips on my neck. His hands then wrapped around my neck to find the string to my bikini top. He eventually found it and untied it. But I kept it up.

"Ethan... stop" I muttered eventually finding the words. I then started trying to push him off of me.i was then met with a slap. I touched where Ethans hand just was. The burning sensation growing stronger. That was when he connected his lips to mine.