Holding my breath
I've been holding my breath,
For so goddamn long.
Perhaps this is death.
This is not where I belong.
So afraid of losing control.
So afraid of this big hole.
No signs of emotion,
A fucked up perception.
Blurred memories,
Numb face, unhealed energies.
Reckless, fearless
Eyes completely tearless.
Bearing the bargain.
All of our burden
No matter how painful,
You must remain an Angel.
Keep our wings spread wide,
In hope to beautifully collide.
