I hate myself
Not for being too bad
But for being too kind.
Not for being heartless
But for being selflessI always care to somebody
But guess what
I think everybody disregard me
I feel unwanted
I feel unlovedWhen can I be someone's fav?
I just want to feel love
I give things I never have
Make you laugh if you wantI hate myself.
I suppose to love communicating
But Now It feels like I'm hanging
Not on every words they said
But in every scenarios I only madeYes,I live with my fantasy
I can feel serenity
I can feel tranquility
I am my own sanctuary.
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