Grew up hating soy sauce,
Hating sugar, and a pinch of salt.
Loving milk and hating coffee
As it gives the same anxiety
Nervousness, sensitivity,
Paranoia, I hate me.
As I hear my name coming from him,
My body was suddenly shivering.
Now grew up hating my name,
hate the way they pronounce it.
As I heard unpleasant voices,
feels like I'm already eating me.
I think I already have disorders,
developed by attitudes
toward my surroundings
Thought my mental health would be stable,
then why am I now feeling disabled.
Way too hard on myself,
Trying to save my mental health,
I'm used to seasonings as my entree,
Anyway, I never became healthy.
