It all started when I liked someone else.
You were the one I was talking about.
How's my level of happiness?
when her eyes and mine suddenly met.
I am so bored in those months.
That's why I always come near you.
to get closer to my ex-crush.
It became my hobby.
leaving my permanent seat
After a month, I make another
circle of friends.
And for some reason,
I stopped having feelings for that person.
After a week, I found out
that you're gay too.
Started by reaching out who I can vibe to
Calling you by various endearments
'til I'm confused again, if I have these f*ck feelings.
We're always talking on weekends.
I dunno if it's just for fun or to flirt.
I knew we were sometimes more than friends?
Or just my assumption
already feeling deja vu.
I'm scared that I might lose you.
like what happened before
I became so attached to my best friend.
It led me to the end of our friendship.
